Anyway, I would like to know if any of you believe in guardian angels. I want to know this because I want to know if any of you believe you have a guardian angel watching over you. May be you have instead a special person who loves and cares about you who is not in your family. Has anyone of you felt unrequited love in your life? I was just thinking of times when I had unrequited love in my life. It happened to me very recently about 3 to 4 years ago. I didn’t see it coming. I fell in love and then it didn’t work out the way I thought it out in my head. Instead I fell in to the arms of a person who helped me through my way. I not only stood up and moved myself along the way, this person knew how much potential I do have. This person could sense an obligation to protect me when I am away from my family because this person feels I need the protecting. This person shows the love deep within to give me the sense of love in the world. This person could be considered a guardian angel, but I did not really believe in guardian angels at the time. I feel because of this person/guardian angel, I am doing things in this world I am extremely capable of doing. I am not just good at what I do, I am damn good at it. I am not perfect, I am not the best, just that damn good at what I do.
I am an RDCS and RVT (cardiac and vascular sonographer) from the ARDMS, and that was just the beginning. I am going to be the BEST damn Technologist ever. I can do things no other tech can do, and I will continue to shine since I have the tenacity to be able to do it. I am not going to sit there and let anybody tell me to go a little faster since I want to obtain the nice quality image or nice spectral doppler waveform or even nice color flow doppler. I will always take my time, not too much time, and do a good job. I know there are times I have a lot of patients in one day, but if you speed up a little, you could still miss something important. I watch the screen figuring out if the doctor needs a closer look at something. If so, I go for it. If not, I have to just move on and end the study. For every beginning there is an ending.
Important things in your life are significant enough to think about. If you think about and do something which is not a priority, then you will exhaust your time and never get to the important things in your life or in another study.
There are ways to stop the frustration of overanalyzing anything and constantly thinking about a past situation or a current study I am doing. Each day we learn to do this a little at a time because life is a learning process.
Anyway, I will post tomorrow.