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It’s going to be okay, kid!

Life can hard, but it gets easier when you can hear someone say “It’s going to be okay.”  My life has twists and turns, ups and downs just like any one else.  I see, I hear, I smell, I taste,  I touch, and I sense.  Some people are gifted enough to sense the spiritual world around them.  Some people, at least most people can not.  Some people can sense what a person is made up of by watching closely.  This can be ultimately a gift too. Though there are some people who believe they can do and see things, but really are just sick.

When a child is first born in to this world how can anybody know and understand how that child is going to grow up.  For instance, a child who grows up psychic or a child who grows up autistic or a child who grows up mentally ill.  I think a parent knows or should know how their child is growing up.  Every child grows up with something. There is no normal way of growing up.  Some are more spiritually inclined and some are just plain messed up.

When a child or even an adult goes to the doctor perhaps a psychiatrist, there are sure differences in the way the child behaves which determines the child’s syndrome.  If a child is behaving due to sensory issues or lacking the necessary skills to communicate the child may be autistic.  The child who behaves because he or she is hurt from something is clearly feeling deep emotional issues which have scarred the ego.  An ego is a very precious thing in around ourselves which needs to be filled up, but not stroked. An ego can be very unstable because our feelings inside tend to mask the ego.

We must be careful how we raise the children of tomorrow and help the adults of today who are struggling.  It is important to be in touch with our spirit to let go and feel free.  When someone let’s go of their feelings inside, I find it can be very painful moment as we begin to cry with many tears down our face.  Life is intended to be lived and to learn from the preexisting experiences we once had.  Every day is a new day with a new beginning.

Last night and many other nights in my life, when I fall asleep something more seems to happen which scares me.  Some people may call it a very vivid dream while others call it in touch with my soul.  Meditation is another relaxing and spiritual feeling which can bring you in touch with your spirit.   I feel in touch with my spirit most of the time because I want to be conscious of myself and how I feel.  It seems when I feel stressed out, I tend to become more in touch with my spirit.  I have begun to realize how I am and how I can live my life better.

Remember every body goes through times of renewal.  From the book I read on auras in a previous posting, I realized I was a crystal.  Something which is now helping me determine who I am.  I would like to begin the school which can help other people on the Autism Spectrum have jobs too.  Every body wants to work, but some people struggle more to get it. There are Autistic individuals who struggle so much, they have trouble with just daily life routines.  If only there was a way to get these Autistic individuals to feel comfortable in this world as they are.  Struggles vary in degree, but we need help sometimes or in some people most of the time.

As I said before in earlier posts, the ultrasound school I want to start has the name Buena Salud Ultrasound School. It is important for as many people in this world to contribute to society in a good way by helping and earning a living.  Like every body wants to hear, “It’s going be okay, Kid.”

(Anyway, posting again soon)


Spending time at home this weekend and reading my latest book I just bought

This week was sensational! It really prepared me to expect great things in my upcoming future.  Believe me, great things are coming my way. My perception of life is the more positive feelings I get, the more positive my life becomes. No body can take anything away from me regarding my achievements and I have yet to achieve a lot more. This is only the beginning of my life.

This weekend I will be spending time at home just organizing, cleaning up, writing, doing my scrapbook, drawing, and reading many things.  One book I am in the middle of reading is the new Guillermo Del Toro and Chuck Hogan book called “the Strain.” So far it reads very well and is exciting to be able to want to turn the page to see what happens next.  There are some pictures in the book and the book seems very fit for me.

Anyway, take it easy and I will be posting more this weekend.


Peace of Mind

What is Peace of Mind anyways? Peace of Mind to me is when I get to do what I want, when I want to without letting anybody influence or control me. I want to do what I want to do not what others want me to do or tell me who I am.

Think about it like this, my whole life I have never had peace of mind because people from all over influence me to do things and say things that are their ideas not mine which gets me into trouble.

Then, people get mad at me because they know I was the one who said or did it, but didn’t realize it wasn’t my idea, it was someone else’s idea.

That is the most frustrating aspect of life for me.

Is it at all possible to yell at that person and say PLEASE SHUT YOUR MOUTH OR TRAP and keep to yourself please?

A lot of the times it has been the students that have been with me at my current job including the student I have right now who thinks that she can sway her ideas on to me. That student is here to learn not to sway ideas in to my head to verbally hurt other people.

One particular student I can remember doing this to me a lot is a student from over last summer.

Currently the past two students the one now and the one from January are the people I like to yell at and say to them SHUT UP and learn.

anyway, Peace of Mind is hard to achieve and is always a struggle, but like my friend says to me STAY STRONG. (and be the best that you can be)

Peace of MIND is …. different to everyone.

Anyway, take it easy and remember Peace of Mind,

out, J

Improvisation is very good for the mind

Tonight I did improvisation with friends through the SportzComedy, Inc.  in new york city. It was fun and exciting.  I enjoyed myself very much.  Improv is very good for the mind because it helps people think on the feet going by the first thing that comes to their minds.  Especially people who have problems with confidence and developing the brain so that one learns to act on their instincts not afraid to be made fun of. There were many imrov games played and I participated in them.  Think like this, what is the first thing that comes to your mind before you talk. Please, don’t be afraid, it might just be funny.

comments are welcome for improvisation on this website so don’t be afraid to comment. I will post them if they are appropriate enough to be shown.

anyway, I am a bit tired and I have a lot going on tomorrow to do for myself.

goodnight, y’all.

out, J