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9/11/II Tribute


9/11/II poem by Jason Ross

Sometimes our hearts fall in to what
we may call a trap,
We hit rockbottom
and the days seem longer.
Something spills inside of us
to reveal the uttermost tears
filling our eyes to the outside world.
Our blood is spilt, ready to pour out
in to the liberating field of our
body. We cry as we see the outside
world changing, we walk down our streets
knowing we feel too sad.
Our lives are cautious from this day forward,
our minds are wandering in to a new
dimension. We see what happened
on that day of 9/11/01 as we notice
the changes taking place.
10 years later, we can still
remember, remembering the
life we lived back then,
and planes soaring in to the sky
through buildings and forests.
Today on this day of remembrance,
we concur that our faith still exists,
our lives have come together,
and we bonded with the rest of society.
It doesn’t matter what kind of person
we are, it really does not matter,
all that matters is how united
we become. By the end of each day
especially on 9-11, 10 years after,
no matter what happens,
whoever the person is,
wherever the person lives,
and whatever the person does,
we become united.
The union becomes difficult to
keep up with these days at times,
but no matter what our union
should give us or take from us,
we should feel feelings of joy
comfort, and love. Sometimes our
lives feel threatened,
sometimes the fear becomes stronger,
and sometimes the fear just inhibits
us from doing anything.
The more our society comes together,
the stronger we become against that fear,
that loneliness, and we feel the solitude
to live our lives independently away
from our fear, but still connect.
Sometimes we may feel trapped, sometimes
we may feel hurt, and sometimes we may
feel like crying to the beat of our own drummer.
Most importantly, we consider 9/11 a day
to forget about our problems, just be,
and love every part of nature and people.


I sense the difficulties every one has these days with keeping and/or maintaining a job, realizing this difficulty we have grown far a part from each other. Society gives us something good in our lives and we need to appreciate the gifts in life we receive. Sometimes in life we just need to love more than we ever have. I’ll remember you, will you remember me? Remember 9/11 brings us closer and more united. That is a saying we need to hear when a person moves on from us. Always remember that as you move forward in your life. We need to always look to the future and look back only for just a glimpse since we are always watched by those who have crossed over until it is time to meet them once again. Listen up, we need to live together because we are all connected finding our way to be united. Life is a journey and no body can do it without any support, but we are still independent. Independence does not mean no support at all because we are interdependent. Interdependence means we need to have the support to walk by ourselves, eventually doing it on our own. In the end, we cross over to the other side feeling achievement for what we did.  We care too much about those people who died in our past, but life is a sky full of lighters (angels) who guide us through our life. We need to come together united always and give anyone support forgetting what we represent. Live your life, live it well, and never let any one out of your sight who could potentially help you in situations where you need help. Its our only chance, our 1 chance to change, and always be united.

Thank you for reading this post and I hope you remember what your life can do to help another. Life is too precious and too short to think about yourself.

posting more soon,


Finishing off from where we started from being born and beyond

The start for today is going beyond. Before we are born, a quest begins in the stars, in heaven, and beyond. When we are chosen for a mission, to start us with, we assemble our stepping stones. Many follow the orders, but many don’t even realize what they are doing. Guidance secures us for awhile from birth to realize every thing which we need to do, hopefully no body needs to find it on their own. Unfortunately most people do need to find it on their own without other people’s help.

Sometimes our lives take a necessary hit in the forehead to see what we need to do. Finding and planning a strategy does not always help, but its golden to remember every thing you need to do from the beginning being in the beyond. A path to having value in this world is very hard for me to do, but probably even harder for many other people including other Autistics.

The first thing a person needs to tell themselves is “I do have value in this world” and keep on saying it till they are blue in the face. At first you may cry, at second you may want to crawl in to a hole, but in the end you will feel good. Every one’s value for this world is different no matter who the person is. Every one can not do everything. We can try to do everything, but we are defeating the purpose of where our skills lie. If we do, do everything, then we can lose touch of who we are as a person if we are not meant to do certain things. We need to perform our skill at our very best because some day the rewards will follow.

A skill develops when we are a child and we should practice this skill to be the best. Instead a lot people when they are a child decide to focus on other more social activities. Some people say human beings are a social society. Emotions and social activities are a big part of Neurotypical society. It is why Autistics feel the need to be social as well when we don’t have the social parts like Neurotypicals do. Loneliness is a feeling of a person who needs other people around them, but some people say they rarely feel lonely. A lot of Autistic individuals feel that since they are struggling so much trying to get through a one on one conversation with a person, they rather be alone in solitude. I question their statements of wanting to be solely in solitude with nature because there are times we can’t possibly be alone. Yes, I enjoy my solitude, but I also sometimes need to be with people too to share a conversation. Being in the medical field, I have been having many conversations because I observed from the beginning the need patients and healthcare workers had in common, the need for dialogue. Many patients need to have the sense of comfort in conversation so I forced myself to start talking to people like patients and other healthcare workers which did not come naturally to me.

Speaking of skills and development my life has entered in to a new realm. I am beginning to recognize my talent when I draw. I sit back in the distance on a grassy area and I draw. I did draw many things when I was a toddler and a child, but I did not make anything of it. I have not shown any of my drawings on this site yet, but as soon as I figure it out, I will. Someone once told me recently drawing is a great hobby where I can earn extra, but my work is in Ultrasound. I have a highly skilled talent already where people consider me the best, but I tell them “I am one of the best.” I guess I am one special soul because I am a crystal aura (from a book I read and discovered about myself).

Time goes by
to the errors we live in,
by the shadows of our
creative minds
in a era of a changing

An angel only comes in a time when you need one, but some people always have one from the beginning for guidance. When you feel you are down, just sit down in a quiet area and pray silently to yourself until you notice a world of change given to you. Sometimes we just have to let go of things in order to move forward.
(Light Year Man and Flash Forward coming again this weekend in the novel series on this site, Gregarious Revolution)

Have a great day,


Look at me

I am somebody.  I am someone.  I am a person who has ambitions, writes well, and has a great career.  I am a Registered Diagnostic Cardiac Sonographer.    Though, if people don’t want to recognize that about me, than those people can go straight to the devil himself and burn even though I am Jewish.

Look at me, Look what I can do, Look what I can be, LOOK at EVERY GOOD thing I have done.

People can be the most cruelest and never understand what it will take to succeed in life.  Right now my ambitions are to finish writing my screenplay that I am going to have George consult with because well that is a secret and I can not tell you.  While continuing to be a Technologist.

Take a look at a song that people sing, and that is, I am at Peace, I am at a Peace!

Peace of Mind is hard to achieve, but as soon as one achieves that sense of peace of mind, then life becomes better and better for that person.

Take for instance, a man or a woman that lives in a world called Iraq or better yet a world called anything that doesn’t give you peace of mind.  Where people are constantly fighting you to do things you do not want to do.   Especially in Iraq, where you don’t want to fight these people, but because of George W. Bush, we are in a war that is unnecessary.  The only way to get out it is by entering peace of mind where we go into our own thoughts and say to ourselves, Forget what the jerks think and do what is necessary for ourselves only.  Look at this anyway, soldiers are coming back to the United States with  Stockholm’s Syndrome  or Post Traumatic Stress Disorder with flashbacks.   Bush put them there and created this whole mess.

The war is unnecessary and just created a world of more mental illness that requires more psychiatrists to treat these soldiers.

It all goes back to peace of mind, because if we were all at peace of mind we would have never let Bush convince to go into Iraq and overthrow Saddam.

Iraq was a country that had a system, a system that worked whether we liked it or not, the system worked.

We had/have our own domestic issues that are problems, that we should not have had to get ourselves into war in Iraq.

Because of it, now we are in a Recession that could have been completely avoided if Bush helped the Domestic issues which are more important in my eyes than WAR.

Now we have Domestic Issues and WAR to deal with which makes every one want to quell over and throw up in a toilet.

Whoever will be our next President has much much work to do and will be stressed out like you can’t believe stress before.

If our next President will be at Peace of Mind, then at least we have won a great President who can do extraordinary things.  May be the next President will be with us for the next 8 years instead of 4 years and by the time 8 years is up, work has been done.

For now, lot’s of work needs to be done.

For me, as a RDCS, I am going to get my RVT as well in a couple of months.

Look what Bush did to the Ultrasound community, creating the DFA Deficit Reduction Act where he makes certain procedures barely earn money and others lot’s of money.  How does Bush know?

Anyway, Bush needs to learn about medicine.  He needs to know that in medicine we are here to help the community in every way we can. Now the whole medical community wants to try and earn as much money as possible because they know that if they don’t do it that way, then they won’t earn that much.

People are earning multiple credentials so that they can earn more money so that they can make a living because if they only have one credential then they won’t earn that much money.

Think of Peace of Mind and LOOK AT ME!  Success is different for everyone, and the American Dream is different for everyone, but my American Dream first is to see Bush come January 2009, walk out the door, going back to TEXAS to his home and seeing a new President. Then, seeing a world filled with Peace of Mind where people don’t let other people influence each other and do the things that they want to do.   And seeing the countries of the world, solve domestic issues first before entering into world issues.

For some reason though too many people want to save the world first, before saving their own self.  It is a major issue that needs to be looked at.

out, J