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Life goes up and down, but we only need to think Positive

My life in the past month and a half has been very stressful. Sometimes I don’t know what my life will give me from day to day. Every body around me says I need to focus on one thing at a time and to think positive because positive thinking leads to a positive way of life. In order to think positive we also (me especially) need to move forward a long the time continuum.

At the end of my life it will be time to reminisce about my past. The past is for the time when we are only thinking about the happy times. The sad, angry, or hurtful times are the part our memories which we only need to learn from to move forward.

As I turn 30 years old tomorrow and my website has not been updated for a month and a half, I realize I let my stresses get to me too much. I did not think things through and worried about my past too much. As I think about moving forward and being visible, I realize how important it is to move forward in my life at work, at home, and with friends. If I can’t move forward, I can’t have a decent life where I can live it to the fullest.

Many people do care about me and feel I am one of a kind who is very bright and humble. I need to stay stronger than I ever was. Today is the day I am going to strengthen my soul and toughen up to be able to move forward. Besides I have much business to attend to now. I have a month and a half of catching up to do on this website.

I know I have my whole life ahead of me actually at most 2/3 of my life left over, so I start a journey to my new era tomorrow when I turn 30 years old.

posting again soon,


Rich lives, Poor lives, don’t we all live rich lives since we all have love first

This world is living under circumstances of stupidity and absurdity.  People want to live trying to worry about money.  Money is not the world’s most renowned object of precious gift for the world. The one thing this world needs to understand is the materials which are given to us are for special rewards we are supposed to earn.  There are too many people in this world who receive gifts or buy gifts for themselves when they don’t even deserve it.  There are even people in this world who want inheritance estate when they do nothing to help the person they want some piece of the inheritance estate.  Do me a favor? If you do not intend to help a person in times of terminal illness, do not demand part of an estate, you do not deserve. Only the people who help a terminally ill individual deserve part of an estate.  This is just my opinion, I wonder how many of you all agree with me. This is quite sad that people demand things they do not deserve.

A reward is a gift of material someone receives because they earned it.  I want to earn my gifts, not just receive gifts I do not earn.  It is an earnest way of living. We need to earn our way through this world to be able to live our life respectfully.  No body knows anymore what they truly desire because everybody feels they have everything they want already. It is probably because people use their emotions too much.

I do feel there are too many people in this world who use their emotions too much, hence, every one does. I think it is human nature.  It still means we must control our emotions to enter in to a new realm of life.  Emotions control us too much and even I have trouble with this. Emotions are Love, Anger, Sadness,… all related to feelings, moods, thoughts, and behaviors.

The emotions of our behaviors control our everlasting self all the time.  It even controls animals too.  Our emotions need to be controlled in times of fear.  We can not fear anything. Like Yoda says, “Fear leads to anger, Anger leads to Hate, Hate leads to Suffering.”  We all need to determine what we fear or what many things we fear, letting go of it.

More to come on this topic. It’s CANY time… learning drama acting.  BTW,  I am continuing reading Animals in Translation by Temple Grandin and finding it to be a fantastic book. Thank you to the person who gave this book to me as a gift.  I really appreciate it and I love the book a lot.  Now I feel like reading the book “Thinking in Pictures” which is another great book I heard many people say.

Take it easy,


An emotion can lead us in the wrong direction if we allow it to

I know I have not posted much in the past few months.   I have been through a lot of new things in my life and many new prospective topics to write about.   It has been a continuation of what my life has been like only it has been changing bit by bit.  I know the world is changing drastically as the turn of the elections in the United States is drawing closer.  People are wondering who can lead the United States.   Can it be Obama or can it be McCain?  Or can it be the Nader or Paul?

I feel it shouldn’t be any of the four candidates to be able to lead the United States.  None of these candidates and their Vice Presidential running mates can really lead the United States.  They are all a part of the problems occuring in this world.

Enough of all the garbage going on with the United States especially since the Financial Crisis has really put a damper on the economy.   A rethinking of the bailout plan will help a little bit, but there needs to be more.

Now back to the fun stuff.  My life has taken twists and turns since I the last time I was posting a lot.  I guess part of life is not always a straight clean path.  All of us have to decide what decisions to make and live with the consequences of the decision.

Some people feel a decision we make is part of daily living.  We may decide to wake up and fall out of bed or way may decide to turn left instead of right when we know we always turn right.   Yet, we decide to turn left because we want a change in our life.

When it comes to making changes in our lives, I really don’t want to do it no matter what the change is going to entail.  When I have a pattern of things I typically do, I just want to do it the rest of my life.  Typically a change must occur when an event happens which forces a change.  Sometimes people feel in order to move up in to the world, we must change so that we can live stronger better lives.  Many people feel a change in their lives signifies the respect they get in the world.  For instance, their current situation may not be giving them the respect and proper recognition they need.

People all over are losing money and losing their homes due to the financial crisis.  People are saying it is due to too much optimism in the world.  People have felt they are invincible in this world and can continue making millions of dollars.  Not everything is that secure.  Not even the presidency or mayor of New York City.  Every president and every mayor of New York City only get 2 four year terms of office.  Mayor Bloomberg yesterday said he is trying to get a third term.  Everything comes to an end and starts a new beginning.  People must remember for every ending, there is a new beginning just awaiting them.  George W. Bush is waiting for his new beginning and Mayor Bloomberg has a new beginning awaiting for him after his 2nd term ends.

If we had a life where nothing ever ended, life would never end and eventually we’d all be bored.  Even our lives have to end eventually since no body is invincible.  Human life is a gift and is also a temporary life where we must prove ourselves.

We must evaluate our lives objectively and logically without thinking too emotionally about certain mistakes we think we made.  For every mistake we make, there is a lesson to learn.  Each lesson we learn gives us feedback to how we should fix the problem.  Repeated mistakes are only made we become too emotional over a mistake we made and don’t want to admit to ourselves the mistakes we made.

The people in the United States are trying to point the finger at somebody who created the finanicial burden within the United States.  Every citizen of the United States are to blame.  A mistake happens and we must move on.  Even simple mistakes like talking out of turn or any drastic think we do which is caused by our emotions.   We think about our emotions and most of us do think using our emotions.  Thinking with our emotions causes drama.  No body likes drama unless it is on Broadway.

Life as we know it is turning in to a field of drama.  McCain and Obama have caused a drama for this election.  When its time to vote in November, you should vote for a person who can be a leader not a President.  Not someone who has been a War hero and not someone who tells you they are going to change everything without a plan of action.  We should vote for the person who can lead and will be around for the next 4 years to lead us in to his second term.   We should vote for somebody who can lead without his emotions getting through on his decisions.  We should vote for someone to instill every citizen is an individual with the same rights as anybody else no matter what.    A leader leads people, not a President.

I think this has led many discussions to go on.  Anyway, I hope we all use our great minds to think instead of our emotions, it will only be best in the long run.

Things are good,