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looking in the mirror is better for oneself I am finding out…

there must be something I do, that makes people disgusted and run away from me. Either they just run away or have nothing to do with me anymore. May be its because I seem so desperate at times that I need a friend that they feel that I am a pest. May be its because they see I am desperate. This whole lingo in life is Get what you want from people and never look at that person again if that person is not worthwhile.

Being worthwhile is very important.

I am completely disgusted with myself and the 2 or 3 times a year I look myself in the mirror, now I will not look myself in the mirror at all. See, looking myself in the mirror is very hard so I don’t do it.

Most of the time I feel completely ashamed of what I look like that I don’t look myself in the mirror.

But, may be that is the problem. May be if I look myself in the mirror and try it out everyday, it will become natural and my ego will get better.

Ego is very important, but not to become an egomaniac like some people I know.

When someone like myself don’t like themselves, it shows to others, and then the other person(s) don’t like me to begin with.

There is still hope in this world as there is always hope as long as you are living on this planet.

So, before I enter into the next episode of Aspergia Greets, I land you one thing to tell you about:

We all need to look ourselves in the mirror and to see how we all love ourselves for who we are. Take for instance the notion of excercising and going to a gym. Excercising is very important for the mind, body, and the spirit. It clears up your head and also makes you feel very good about yourself while your body builds up with muscle energy and wind capacity. It also gives good spirit that is like a catalyst to other people that want to be around me or you.

I used to go to the gym and it didn’t work for me then, but may be things will change if I do go to a gym again.

Anyway, may be then and only then positive stuff will happen for me because only the negative has been occuring for the past couple of days.

anyway, posting later on,

out, J

eminem’s song has a lot of meaning from the movie 8 mile…

curse words were bleeped out…

Anyway, read the words over and over again and especially the last line…

Look, if you had one shot, one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wantedone moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?

His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
Theres vomit on his sweater already, moms spaghetti
Hes nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words wont come out
Hes chokin, how everybodys jokin now
The clocks run out, times up over, bloah!
Snap back to reality, oh there goes gravity
Oh, there goes rabbit, he choked
Hes so mad, but he wont give up that
Is he? no
He wont have it , he knows his whole back citys ropes
It dont matter, hes dope
He knows that, but hes broke
Hes so stacked that he knows
When he goes back to his mobile home, thats when its
Back to the lab again yo
This whole rap bleep
He better go capture this moment and hope it dont pass him


You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo

The souls escaping, through this hole that its gaping
This world is mine for the taking
Make me king, as we move toward a, new world order
A normal life is borin, but superstardoms close to post mortar
It only grows harder, only grows hotter
He blows us all over these bleep is all on him
Coast to coast shows, hes know as the globetrotter
Lonely roads, God only knows
Hes grown farther from home, hes no father
He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
But hold your nose cuz here goes the cold water
His bosses dont want him no mo, hes cold product
They moved on to the next schmoe who flows
He nose dove and sold nada
So the soap opera is told and unfolds
I suppose its old potna, but the beat goes on
Da da dum da dum da da


No more games, ima change what you call rage
Tear this bleepin’ roof off like 2 dogs caged
I was playin in the beginnin, the mood all changed
I been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage
But I kept rhymin and stepwritin the next cypher
Best believe somebodys payin the pied piper
All the pain inside amplified by the fact
That I cant get by with my 9 to 5
And I cant provide the right type of life for my family
Cuz man, these goddam food stamps dont buy diapers
And its no movie, theres no mekhi phifer, this is my life
And these times are so hard and its getting even harder
Tryin to feed and water my seed, plus
See dishonor caught up bein a father and a prima donna
Baby mama dramas screamin on and
Too much for me to wanna
Stay in one spot, another jam or not
Has gotten me to the point, Im like a snail
Ive got to formulate a plot fore I end up in jail or shot
Success is my only (bleepin) option, failures not
Mom, I love you, but this trail has got to go
I cannot grow old in salems lot
So here I go is my shot.
Feet fail me not cuz maybe the only opportunity that I got


You can do anything you set your mind to, man

To all my friends…

This one is for you.  You know who you are if you are reading this.

Rubber duckie, your the one, you make bath time lot’s of fun, I am awefully fond of you my rubber duckie, rubber duckie joy of joys, when I squeeze you you make so much noise, …

Just kidding I just wanted to get a laugh out because my mentor/friend fernando.

No, I just want people to listen to the song,  What kind of man would I be? by Chicago.

Its got so much meaning. I know it tells about a guy singing to his girlfriend and I don’t have a girlfriend yet, but listen and you will see the meaning.

All for one, One for all, All for love.

When its all for one, its all for love.

When United we stand, Divided we fall which is very meaningful and when you feel love and you feel the meaning inside you rise up again.  Feel the hero in yourself, I feel the hero in me.

Mariah Carey’s Hero song another meaningful song.

This website has more to come, it’s just starting out…

peace be with you,