I am very visual person. I always have been and I always will be.Â It is just part of my nature. I can not process things by hearing them.Â Most of the time I just hear noise when people talk to try and get me to do something.
It is a strange thing to most people, but this is theÂ way I am.Â I hope my family and friends read this knowing I am already like this. Whenever I am told something I need to do or anything, I just can’t process the information. It is part of my make up.
My feeling inside is it must get many people frustrated with me because they do not know how to tell me to do something.Â Well, it is simple, just get a pen and paper and write it down neatly for me.Â It only takes a few extra minutes.
I need to learn things the proper way not because everyone else learns it that way.Â I love the way I learn, I learn also by example. Mostly the way an animal learns.Â Autistic people are like Animals just like the book “Animals in Translation ” by Temple Grandin.Â I feel she is right. I feel I am exactly this way and I always have been. My parents would get frustrated with me because I would not listen to them, but I can’t really hear them at all because all I hear is noise.Â I don’t really hear a word they say no matter how loud they yell. Sometimes my mom will put her mouth on my ear and start yelling, but that is so much sensory integration for me, I go crazy just trying to stop my ears from exploding.Â It is very hard to deal with this problem my mother tends to do.Â She does this with my brothers, but they are Neurotypical so they can handle this.
I also do not like touch and will not let anybody kiss me or hug me or touch me in general. I will live in solitude. Solitude is great and only certain people in the world can really do this. I have platonic friends and my family, but the rest of my life is solitude.
I enjoy solitude fully and find certain things too stressful.Â Â I love my work and I love all the people I work with including the doctor I work with who I have a strong bond with and am very close to.Â It is amazing how much I love my Ultrasound scanning. It is fantastic.
Anyway, I hope to post later on. I am going to see Madagascar 2 with my Grandmother tonight because it is the best movie out in the theaters now.
You must show your inner workings to the outside to give the world the knowledge or art you so deeply want to share.Â Sharing is caring, right? I hope so.
A feeling of dealing with anger issues just makes all of us different sets of people.Â Yoda is right though.Â We need to show more love in the world.Â We need to end disputes peacefully.Â There is too many people fighting in the world whether it is small or big fights.Â Every body needs to find fault in themselves without pointing the finger at anybody else.
We may get angry, we may get sad, but there is no reason to get this way when most of the time we all cause our own problems.Â The United States of America caused a war in Iraq which is a problem, but we caused it.Â Now we need to stop it from happening without just abandoning it and letting the world fall a part.
We live in this world for a reason. Show who you are and what you can do.Â We should all try to use at least another 10 % of minds rather than only using 10 % of our minds to begin with.Â I wonder what kind of accomplishments we could make if everybody used 100 % of their minds.Â We would be fascinating creatures in the Universe.Â For some reason, I don’t think it is meant to be this way.
There is a reason why we only use 10 % of our minds and this reason tells us 10 % of our minds is our limitation for the world.Â We were given this as a starting point.Â Now we must overcome this and use the rest of our mind to accomplish more.Â Stress may inhibit us from doing this and this is something we all need to minimize.
More to come on this topic, just tired anyway…
It doesn’t matter what type of woman you fall in love with, the culture and such…
DO YOU KNOW WHO HUGH DANCY IS?Â Guess what, I will post later on…
who matters anyway? How do we know when we matter in this world?
posting later on about the answer…