I try very hard to live my life the best way I can, but I know I can always try even harder.
One year and one score away from an almost ending to a new beginning established in my life, I feel great knowing I feel new. In two years, I have had 2 major surgeries which makes me feel today, spleenless, oops, I mean speechless as I noticed I have been operated on twice. I’ve been given a second chance at life or may be I just have 9 lives like a cat. My surgeries are truly a blessing to keep me alive so I can live a fulfilled life doing the many things I want to do to achieve great feats.
If it wasn’t for a truly good friend to help me get through my surgery last year, I don’t know where I would be today because she sure had the experience with her previous heart surgeries to be able to help me. You can read about my friend on her blog Ellen’s Crazy Life. It amazes me how this person spent time with me on the phone answering all my questions about Open Heart Surgery. I have so many people who care about me so much especially my family.
My emotions draw in to the feelings I feel toward others. I feel for others so much. I only want the best for any one especially myself emphasizing love, connections, warmth, and achieving talents by positive influence in helping anyone to gain satisfaction in their lives.
What better can a person do to help another?
I believe life is strong and hope is our newest generation to achieve. Sometimes things happen to start new beginnings in a person’s life. I am in a new beginning with a new chance at life.
I may have had problems connecting beforehand learning to symbolize who I am, but now I am off to a good start. My life keeps on getting better even though I am at the beginning of my new era.
I wonder what joys I can give to others now, but most importantly to myself. I wonder if I can bring peace and harmony to my spirit because by doing so, I bring peace and harmony to the world. It may take some time, but at least I am showing what I want to do and show I will do it. Second chances, third chances, etc don’t come very often, but I know I am needed to do so much and get my life in order. I still have much to process what I learn and continue to learn in the future. So here it is, I am moving forward in this life to be the best I can be fulfilling my name as a blessed celebration. I know I haven’t done much yet, but I will!
It’s important to be a leader and carry your own weight. Adaptations has been great as well as my family who gave me things I need to know. Friends I meet either from conferences I have been to or Adaptations or my many friends in Ultrasound I have met through the years formed a great network of people in my life. Now its time to branch out even more.
Sometimes I am stronger than usual, sometimes I am feeling down, but sometimes I just need to see the people, places, friends, and family who are always supporting me from so many different places even from around the world. DMC gave me so much. I feel so grateful in my life and thankful I can continue to strive for greater successes. I certainly can’t wait to see what tomorrow brings to give me an even better life. My rebirth in to this world is a blessing because now I have the chance to do everything I ever wanted to do and get it done.
As a sky full of Lighters is surging around, I am feeling very pleased and happy my angels are around always.
OUT, J