I am realizing more about my happy place in the world

I find my ultimate happy place lies in the medical field where I can be watching the Human Anatomy as it is in motion.  I find it is amazing to me to see myself grow and learn from this.  I learned another test on Friday which is not that hard to do at all.  Nothing is hard to do as long as I have a way of learning from somebody who can teach me well.  I always have had great teachers teaching me well from elementary school up until now doing things in the medical field to help people.  I am on a constant thirst for knowledge.

My happy place lies where I have myself engrossed in looking at Human Anatomy.  I have been to the Bodies Exhibit many times already because it makes me happy.  It is expensive to go, but it makes me feel happy to go.  When I go to work I clap my hands because I am happy to do something to see Human Circulatory System Anatomy.  I will always love it. I even love talking about it, reading it, talking about my reading materials, and listening to lectures on it.

My second part of the Human Anatomy I love is the Brain and the mind.  I love so much about this part of the body as well.  A balance test for ENG is very interesting as well.  A doctor has somebody like me look at the Central Nervous System, the eyes, and the inner ear to determine what causes dizziness. It is something I just didn’t realize was so interesting as well.  Hey, if it is in the Human Anatomy, I love it.

I think it is amazing to watch this as well. I had a good teacher teaching me how to do things with it.  When you don’t get taught to do something and you feel very strange having to be told to try it, it is hard to do.  Anybody needs to be taught first and taught well.  I love to learn and I need to understand everything about why I am doing it especially if it is in the Human Anatomy which is my happy place. To think about the Circulation, the Brain, the Mind,  Sensory system, Digestive system, Muscles and bones, …

I used to do this all the time when I was quiet, now I am driving my mom crazy with unimportant stuff and forgetting to always keep my interest in my mind to make me feel happy and relaxed. My feeling is I need to balance my life now. Balancing a life not to a time where I was quiet or not now where I am constantly talking, but to future where I can know when to talk and when to be quiet in peace of mind with my special interest.

Anyway, I just thought about all of this since I need to realize my strengthened areas.  It feels so great.

I like to think about how every organ in the body works and works together well. It makes me wonder about how every cell in the body is a living cell and has a life cycle.   In the end, we have a life cycle as well.  Nothing lasts forever unfortunately and the Human Body isn’t perfect either.  The Human Body if perfect can last up to 130 years of life.  Very few people can live to 130 years of life.  We must try hard to live our life to the fullest by learning from experiences which have hurt us or from an experience where we made mistakes.  We only live here for a certain amount of time so we must experience each day as positively as we can.  Happiness is so important in this world because it makes us feel positive for anybody.

I know I have Asperger Syndrome, but with every individual with Asperger Syndrome who has been through rough times in their lives should be able to live in happiness like other people.  Our experiences have hurt us and it brings our self-esteem down where it could take a long time to bring it back up again.  I know many other people have had experiences where their self-esteem was so low, but how can something so low bring people with on the Autism Spectrum even lower.  I guess the issue is sensitivity.  We feel very sensitive and need to draw away from it all.  Feeling sensitive is in our nature, it is built inside of all of us. Some have more, others have less, and people on the Autism Spectrum have even more than anybody else.

We care so much about certain things and other things not so much.  We need to balance our life more. Everybody needs to balance their life more to get where they ought to be at.  I am guessing this is something everybody in the world has trouble with which is why we are all in a Financial Crisis right now.

We are all forgetting our happy places in life which makes us all feel happy and positive.  Many people have gone in to certain fields not because they like it, but because it makes more money.  People should do the career they like because they like it.  I do and I love what I do. I am doing a career which allows me to discover more of my happy interest in the Human Anatomy.  I know it will take awhile till I can make a lot of money, but I can sacrifice money for it.  Everybody should sacrifice more money for a happy career like me.  Something which makes you feel very happy and enjoy life more.  Otherwise it does not matter how much money you have, you could be the most depressed person of all time.  Some unique people are different and are happy, but that is just a few people.

I love my life and I love knowing I can simply go to work in an area of my special interest which makes me happy.  Sometimes I will stay back at work before I go home where I am alone at work thinking of maintaining this feeling.

I must also realize family cares about me and should make me happy as well. It does sometimes and I need to know when I can shut things off with Human Anatomy and when to listen to family. My mom gets upset with me when I can not shut down this interest of mine in Human Anatomy and just enjoy her and the rest of the family.  I just want to enjoy my special interest, but I am realizing now there is more to my life than my special interest. I need to find a happy life in my family as well.

Hope you have a great weekend!


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