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Finding yourself and discovering what you need to do out of life

Many people don’t realize what and who they are. We always know when we are younger what we are in the deep root of our life aura, but it seems life experience delivers us negative energies to quarrel with. When we are younger, we either have the inner strength to defeat it or we bottle it up inside creating a red overlay of fear. As the fear fills up our life continuously the anger builds which leads us to bursts of outrage. The outrage could be long or short, deep rooted or short lived. In the end, we need to let go of it and move forward.

We are all born with a certain aura which always surrounds us in our life; some are blue, some are green, some are tan…, but these auras help us fulfill our missions. A clear aura called a crystal is very rare and very old. Most people do not have a crystal aura. When reading through a book I saw in the bookstore about auras, I realize my own personal aura is crystal. I am clear as a crystal.

When reading through the chapter about my aura, I read crystals are healers. It amazes me some of things I find out about myself. I do have talents which most people know about and some people never knew. Sometimes I or any one else have talents which seem repressed for a long time.

I further read the chapter and discovered crystals also can change colors to match the person they are connecting with at that time. Crystals can be fragile as well. I learned in order to release myself from any negative energy absorption, I need quiet meditation in solitude. It is important to maintain my stability. I can develop many health problems in my life if I don’t. I think back to my past when I had my surgery on my pancreas and realize it must be true how I can be fragile.

People are distinct and unique. Every one experiences life differently and has different abilities. Some people are healers, some people are helpers, some people are actors, others may have even greater gifts. If we just learn to fulfill ourselves more, we can all be noble and positive. some people can be great leaders like President Obama.

As I try to listen, but most importantly observe people with my eyes, I see much fear. A question I asked someone recently is, Can you change someone who is all evil to the Jedi Light Way of Positivity??? I believe it is very difficult for someone who has such bitter past experiences to stop to think about a change to move forward. I know too many people who are bullies and I have read too many stories about evil persons lurking in the world. Discover who you can be and learn to move forward.

By the way, Congratulations President Obama and the United State of America Government on a remarkable feat voted in to law: HEALTHCARE CHANGES NOW!

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OUT, J

This is the Luck we all need every day!!

Think of something you like to do or see when you are down or being bullied to build up your self-esteem. It is the only way to stand up and be the person you ought to be.

Think of your greatest achievements and don’t let anything get you down.

Believe in yourself, but most importantly tell the bully or bullies in your life to get a life. If you need help from someone today with your bully, then seek it. Today should be the start to stand up for what is right, and leave behind what is wrong!

Laugh, Love, Learn… Be who you are!

“I am who I am and that’s all that I am, I am Popeye the Sailor man (whistle blows).” Popeye the Sailor man

As spring draws near, a quote from a famous person…

“An optimist is the human personification of spring.”
Susan J. Bissonette

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OUT, J

We all are different

Love goes in to many directions. Sometimes we need to grow and love ourselves first. Once we can love ourselves first, we can love other people. It is not the love for our self-esteem, but finding a way to create a world where we feel less emotional. No body deserves to have a child who is struggling with an Autism, but every one struggles in different ways. It is not a intellectual disability, it is more like an intellectual difference. When someone says they have a disability which lasts them their whole life, it does not mean they don’t have abilities which far outweigh the common person. A disability comes from doctors and professionals who determine how a person can function with common people. Although this does not mean the person with a disability can’t do those things they struggle with, they can with help. Eventually the disability becomes an ability marked with the abilities the person already had.

For example, a person like myself says “I can’t multitask and need to do one thing at a time.” Well, I have observed in this world, many people only want every one to multitask to get things done more efficiently. It is like the story of the Turtle and the Hare, “slow and steady, one thing at a time wins the race.” The more someone multitasks on a single routine, the more the person is bound to make mistakes and lose the race. It is true I can only do one thing at a time, but I do, do it.

Our abilities are a lifelong journey sometimes and we frequently need to put the stigma aside about what others think we can’t do. Sometimes we do things in life not realizing what opportunities we had, but some other opportunities teach us to gain far greater opportunities in the future then the initial opportunity we had to begin with.

Thinking things thoroughly through…

OUT, J

Collide with your Abilities

Finishing up your motives to do something shows you the actual life you are meant to live. There have been many special people in this world who have done incredible things even today. Sometimes you have to stick your neck out and yell, “Here I am, HERE I AM!!!” Its not like no body will listen, you will get an audience. Some are intended to be big, but you must be cautious. You must learn every step of the way, every thing to better yourself.

Most other people learn by listening, but listening to people can be very hard especially for an Autistic/Aspie with Visual Thinking like myself. A way to synchronize yourself to society is by using your strengths to strengthen your weaknesses. Sometimes these weaknesses collide with our strengths so as to be a person. Sometimes we need to collide and sometimes we just collide by accident. In the end, discover who you are as a person not a person with a disability. Disability is always with us, but abilities can overpower any time any day with heart.

Thinking about our dreams, just collide figuratively that is…

OUT, J

Anyway,

Being a hero can transform your life and the life of another

Spirits in the distance come to us and we just do our thing we need to do in this world. Some people listen, some people don’t and to those who do hear what needs to be heard, they acknowledge. A hero is a leader we all need to hear. Heroes have spirit which we all need to feel. Every one can have the potential to be a hero. All you have to do is be a leader, stick your neck out and yell, “Listen to me! I am your leader. I am your hero.” People will listen, people will LISTEN. As soon as you get people’s attention of how you can help, maintain ground. People are on this planet to either be a leader or a follower. In some ways we are both.

For example, I can tell you a fictional story which may seem real of a young woman caught in the middle of a deadly weapon. Two men on either side of the weapon, one good, and one bad. The one who is good is trying to save her from the bad one and his deadly weapon. Some people become evil and turn all evil, but is there a way to transform all evil to a good Jedi. I would suspect it would take a lot of someone trying to help an All Evil person to become good. In any case leave it to God.

There comes a time in your life when you sense a direction toward being a leader and hero. No more can you follow any one, not even President Obama. Many people feel President Obama is a hero or any case want him to be a hero since they know how he says the right words. He can be, but most importantly so can you.

Indeed how can we get closer to God if all of us are not fulfilling ourselves. Instead we are all arguing and disputing what is right and what is wrong. For instance, AutismSpeaks and any organization striving for a cure for Autism thinks they are right for disassociating Autism from the world. Yet, Autism really is just another way of experiencing the world with different struggles than the Neurotypical. The Courts in the United States has decided once and for all vaccines did not and do not cause Autism.

People always want to put blame on something that they feel is wrong in their life, and it does not matter what the issue is. Think of your life as journey through a wilderness where there are booby traps and scary creatures to see. Now think of it as you are about to climb a Volcano just before it is about to erupt with lava. The question is do you climb it and put an end to the lava or do you run away scared. If you run away scared, you still have to pass by the booby traps and strange creatures when you went through the wilderness going toward the Volcano.

Anything we do, we do it for ourselves, our dignity, and to be a hero. When parents find about their child or children with Autism, parents need to stop to think about what is best for the child or children. By working with the person with Autism to help them through their struggles, only helps their well being to be happy.

Happiness is a life journey to be aware of what makes us excel or what makes us become interesting. It may take a person a long time to find happiness or the person may be happy from the day he reaches his first days in school which is rare. To be happy with yourself, you must think back to the days when you were an infant. Lying with your toys in the crib and remember what it was like to have no fears.

As we grow up, we develop in to men or women with emotions. Some emotions become stronger than others. It all depends on how our relationships in our life affect us with regards to others or even animals.
In our life, we all struggle and a person with Autism like myself struggles a lot. Yes, I know people are different and other people with Autism may be struggling more. We all grow up and grow old even people with Autism, so we all need to give a little help to those who need it. I have struggled a lot with my Autism, but I still have struggles. For each struggle I have been helped with, I can help someone else with Autism face the struggle too.

All you need is oomph!

OUT, J

Living to the day until is time to move on…

Following what we need to do until it is time to move on. Many people don’t realize the sense of gracious community we need to have. Not everything will be meant to be and not every one is meant to like each other. People on Earth have emotions for a reason. Some of those emotions carry ourselves to a whole new level especially when we get angry or even feel jealous. Sometimes anger can really be hard on a person and the people around them.

Here is to a Good Morning to everyone as we become more understanding at least for those of your who can understand. I know some Neurotypicals who won’t want to understand and choose to be ignorant. Angry thoughts about this provide nothing, but instability. Let’s achieve our greatest feats today…

Whenever evil befalls us, we ought to ask ourselves, after the first suffering, how we can turn it into good. So shall we take occasion, from one bitter root, to raise perhaps many flowers.

Leigh Hunt (1784 – 1859)

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OUT, J

Take your time out to say GOOD MORNING in the SUNSHINE!!

As winter ends, SPRINGS BEGINS!!!

OUT, J

Finding a way to see the solutions we need before becoming emotional

Every thing goes in its own direction especially when comes to uncontrolled emotions. When we release all our emotions uncontrolled is when we become all evil, but when we control our emotions we have the chance to be stronger and show our greatest confidence.  It depends on how we feel. People can’t control their emotions from one setting to the next, but people live a whole lifetime trying to control their emotions.  Some people take control of their emotions sooner than others, it just depends on what kind of strength they are dealing with.  I find most people in the world have a really hard time controlling their emotions. A feeling most people get each day of their life is they can’t see the solution.  When people open their eyes, they see everything around them.  Once you see what is around you, solutions are everywhere.   The real problem is people don’t seem to open their eyes to what is in front of them.  Mostly every one is busy doing something completely different.

Most people don’t realize human connection is not always necessary.  Human beings connect when they feel an emotion they can’t seem to control.  It seems to happen to a lot of people not excluding me.  Other people who listen to what the emotion is bringing on to the person forget how they usually feel, and usually try to give advice.  Not every one is meant to give advice for every situation.  The issue is every body has trouble with their emotions.  It depends on how much of it is a problem. Though sometimes we need human relationships to help us connect and control our emotions.

Justifying why you made an act of justice on this side is based on the laws of the government you live in.  Truly justice should be only given to the hands of god. Anyone will be emotional if something tragic happened in their life no matter what the tragedy is, but god only wants us to move forward to experience our new events in life.  We are meant to smile.

Whatever it is that is waiting for us only comes when we move forward.  I know many of you have lost your jobs or many of you have never had a job and is waiting for the opportunity to work your first job.  Some people may even be frustrated with their current job.  The economy and the job market may not be great, but we must all open ourselves up to whatever can open the door to an experience we need.  Confidence may be a problem for a lot of people on the Autism Spectrum as well as other issues, but we learn to handle our lives better with or without help. It is easy to complain, but some day you must pass by life with confidence. Confidence will help anybody control their emotions and speak up at the right times. Confidence can be difficult for some, but by sticking your neck out you say who you are. It will give you your dignity.

Listen to this song from the 1990′s:

Think to yourself: Smile and use your instincts…

Many of you are probably wondering how to know the solution without thinking too hard, but the answer is only in your true instincts before emotions set in to it.

A recent quote I just read from Eleanor Roosevelt who said “You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, ‘I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.’ You must do the thing you think you cannot do.”
Eleanor Roosevelt (1884 – 1962)

You have a choice in life, be a Sith lord or a great Jedi!

more posts coming soon…

OUT, J

Thinking in the Present is really the very near future

Have you ever thought about the present lately, it really is the very near future. Today is the near future while yesterday was the past. So, where does the present stand? The present is a figure of our imagination of time.

Figure in a few hours what you would have done will become the past. Time moves quickly… the visual life we live is constantly instilling more images in to our brains.

Here is an image to look at throughout the day:

Sometimes we don’t realize it, but we move along forward as the light tells us to keep going. For some people, the keep going even when the light gives us a signal to stop. Others follow the laws to stop when it is time to stop.

Think of a new way to live your life.

Any fool can make a rule, and any fool will mind it.

Henry David Thoreau

OUT, J

Good Morning to you on a beautiful March Day!

It is a Good Morning to you on the first day of March!

Begin the third month of 2010 with an opportunity…

OUT, J

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A little bit of patience for you today

Many aspects of life entail the obscurities in to our whole world.   Finding out the truth in what most people relate to are the hardest things to relate to myself.  People don’t understand what is different. Charles Darwin once said “It is not the strongest of the species that survives, nor the most intelligent, but the one most responsive to change,” meaning any creature in this world especially Human beings are on the brink of extinction if they can not change and adapt. It seems as if Autism which is a gift may be on the brink of extinction. Human beings find their most inner nature to be filled with social connections. It is the only way a Human being can survive. A simple change of a person engaging in a conversation can make any one a different person. Human beings are like vampires when they see someone who is different. They want to suck the juice out so hard and quickly because Human beings feel being different should be like every one else. Human beings do have a norm and this norm is to not stop for detail. Instead Humans move as fast as they can with no stopping for anything.

My frequently sought out opportunity for any body is to make the world stop and think for just a moment about what they did 5 minutes ago. The question is not who did what, but what you did and how you did it. Did you do something good or did you do something out of anger and hate? People tend to do anything very fast because they don’t have the time to think it through. Sometimes it is due to many tasks to be done each minute or sometimes it is due to the thoughts acting so quickly. A thought for you to think about today is to think about what it would be like to have Autism and have a lot of patience. The task may seem hard for you to encounter, but you may not realize the detail you will see. A lot of times detail can inspire you to do better with your life though sometimes it is good to move forward. Moving forward allows us to live as much as life can offer us. A gift given to any one should be used in its entirety and a gift has every right to be used. The worst thing to do in life is to cherish the gift without using it and keeping the memory forever. By using the gift we get, it helps us move forward.

The life we live can be a difficult path only if we allow it. I just feel life can be easy too, but life is like an interesting quote I just read by Alan Kay “The best way to predict the future is to invent it.”
We can have an easy future or a very difficult future, it is up to us.

A poem I just wrote:

I am to be

Am I
I am
Am I the person
I am the person
I live my life
being what I can do
what I can see
and what I can dream.

Am I
I am
I am you, I am me
I live
I die
a person dies
when they have lived,
so why not just be.

OUT, J

Good Morning, Rise and Shine to the triumphs of the day

Just when you thought the day would be easy, look out your window…

Nothing stops you from living a day of your life of your daily routines.

Get to Work or for most of you who need to find work, get moving to finding yourself and/or a job!!

The weather may not be great, by the day can be…

OUT, J

Eat a hearty breakfast, it weighs out the risks…

OUT, J

A footprint in the Snow

A footprint in the snow means a lot of things, but most importantly it means a temporary mark you made. It reminds of the temporary footprints we make on people and the endless inspiration we hope we have given to others. This footprint in particular shows someone just stood there, but new snow piles up on it filling in the gaps. The gaps being filled are for new people we meet to embed their footprint in to the snow as well. A snowflake fills us up with as much as we want. We can have many snowflakes causing a blizzard or just a few flurries.

As this winter is a strange phenomenon of snow, we know this summer can be a summer to remember. We can either embrace it or sob through it. No one likes sadness, but Humans are emotional plain and simple. People have trouble controlling their emotions. If only we solved our emotions through a dictatorship for every time we become emotional, we beg not to be punished. Oh well, thank goodness life is not like that. This may not be the right way to handle our emotions pouring out when we either feel happy or feel angry about something which did not go our way. Any of our emotions are the key element to our own news conference in our mind. Something causes us to feel an emotion and we need to know how to control it. So, we either spread it or keep it inside by only or by telling loved ones.

A snowflake falls as we walk at night making footprints in the soft flowery snow and we discover its probably better to be under a roof with a warm cozy blanket on top of us. Let your emotions bring you to understand it is there to feel, but also there to teach us how to use them. If you express a feeling too much, it draws others away.

Meet with your buddies and meet new buddies by learning how to be in control, but most importantly draw in a way to reach the heavenly stars by finally being the person every one needs to become. It is something all of us have to do to live our life.

How many people walk through snow not realizing who stepped foot where they are about to step in to? It just goes to show you, we all feel the same things.

Discover who you are and the feelings you express to decide whether or not you needed to show those feelings after all, when you figured out who you are as a person. We are all meant to do different things in life and we are all meant to use our emotions smoothly in a wise manner.

Gregarious Revolution Fiction Story coming soon Part VII!

OUT, J

My 2nd Favorite View of an Echocardiogram

Next time you need a Stress Test, get an Echo Stress Test!! See the results from the BEST!!

The Parasternal Long Axis View!!!

Simply The Best damn view!!

OUT, J

What to do?!?!

When there is an important decision to be made, things to do, people to see, decisions about your life, we need to decide.  A common decision most people make or your own decision becomes our inner most toss up decision.  People should choose based on what makes them most comfortable and what would be most challenging.  Independent living is essential for our humanity because we need to show other people we can function in every daily living skill.  Daily living skills as simple as coming your hair or even brushing your teeth and wearing deodorant.  As a daily living skill gets more complex, we have to time ourselves doing all of these skills otherwise we wind up slowing down our day.  Daily living skills is about reaching out to our self and our things to take care of everything.  The more you can take care of yourself, the more independent you become.  Some people don’t want to take care of themselves ever no matter how much other people help them.  Every one has a right to live their life the way they please, but every one who knows how to do daily living skills should just do it.

The problem is how much daily living skills are necessary all the time while people want to do whatever interests them.  The more a person owns and needs to maintain adds to the daily living skills. Before you buy your next ownership as simple as an IPOD or even a CAR, you should say to yourself did I master the previous activities of daily living to add more to my life… Activities of Daily Living breakdown from very simple to very complex.  Think to yourself today whether you did simple skills like making your bed or even cleaning your cell phone.

More posts to come…

OUT, J