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The World Series: Vampires Vs. Werewolves this year!

But, who will win????  Who is the Vampire to suck out the blood, and who is the werewolf who will have that venomous bite.

Let this break the battle…

And we shall see whose curse can be broken…

posting soon enough,

OUT, J

The start of the new week Ending October…

The last week in October is always the hardest week for some reason. I guess it is because Halloween comes up at the end. It is beginning for all of us to realize 2009 is coming to and end.

President Barack Obama is finishing up his first year in office! It should be pretty exciting for every one to realize. I know how much he has accomplished and how much further he has to go. 2010 will be similar to 2009, only there will be a lot more joy.

Many people don’t realize there is comfort in saying, “Everything will be alright, I will do great things.” Instead people just want to be sad about their ruins.

October was the month of many different tributes. First it was POSITIVITY MONTH which is the most important part of the month.

Then, It was also ULTRASOUND AWARENESS MONTH where medicine had to tell all their patients about Ultrasound and talk about their certification, encourage more to get certified, mentor others and educate.

Next, it was also National Disability Employment Month!

So far every thing the month of October has been has led to POSITIVITY MONTH! We have to change our way of thinking by not saying words like HOPE, and be more active!

By starting this week, I begin with a poem:

A star soars through the night
as I get up off my bed
and I see a flash of light
through my window.
I get up off my bed
run outside with my head
tilted to the sky. I run,
I fly like an owl chasing after prey.
I don’t know what I am doing,
I just feel like doing.
My mind seeks the urge to
keep on going.
I abruptly stop in
the middle of a road.
A sign reads:
BEWARE!
I stare into the sign
feeling kinda scared.
I walk passed the sign
when I notice a saddening cry
in the distance.
A little boy crying by a stone.
Every thing seems so dark
at this point until I get closer to the
little boy who begins to brighten up
the wooded areas by the stone.
I tap him on the shoulder
asking him, “What’s the matter?”
He turns around with his teary eyed
face and runs away.
I don’t know what to do at this point,
so I follow him to where he’s going.
He stops by a cliff pointing
down at an ancient village.
I bump in to a sign which reads:
Village of…,
but it is too scratched out.
I walk down the cliff and
before my eyes, I see darkness
all around me. Homes caved in,
everything around me rusty and old.
I bump in to a sign which points me
to direction north as I look down I find
a very old map all yellow and ripped.
I follow the sign north holding the map
in my hands.
I travel north when I see a waterfalls
from the distance and as I get closer
I hear the water pounding away.
I finally reach the waterfalls
when I see the village anew.
It was bright with colors and
every one was happy singing
songs of praise.
All of sudden awake in my bed
by the sun blasting in my eyes
and my alarming ringing very loudly.
I tell myself, “What a wonderfully strange dream!”
I get myself ready to start the day
and begin my week.

MORAL: People sometimes need to find their own sense of joy in times of bitter darkness. It may take time and you may feel scared and blinded by darkness, but in the end you see your light.

End POSITIVITY MONTH with a blast in your life!

I have friends who get very jealous and cruel from their jealousy, instead of any one getting jealous, they should see their own self for the gifts they were given.

posting soon enough, (lot’s more posts believe me)

OUT, J

Inspirational thought of the day

Thinking of a great inspirational thought of the day comes natural and easy.  People may not realize they need to find their own inspirations and desires to be one unique individual.  Not to be jealous, not to be hurtful, just to be who they are and strive for their own success.

Here is a quote from D.H. Lawerance:

“We are balanced like a flame between the two darknesses, the darkness of the beginning and the darkness of the end.  We derive from the unknown, and we result in to the unknown.  But for us the beginning is not the end,  for us the two are not one. ”

Think of your daily life as new beginning every time you wake up and think about what good comes in to this world.  What good can you bring in to this world?

Yesterday was interesting… It was the beginning of a new week and we have to remember no body is higher than the next person, we are all equal.

Money is an object which buys the things we need to survive, and the things we have always wanted and earned.

Be grateful for what you have since you never know what can happen when you stop being grateful.

posting again soon and remember to what is necessary of you,

Stay Strong and Humble,

OUT, J

Keep it Simple just like an Autistic says

An Aspie/Autistic like myself says love the people around, keep it simple, and forget about everything else. Entering in to the middle of the week, I can only say one word: Celebration! I know most people can’t really celebrate much of anything these days because their eyes are closed.

I have a sense people will be more happy soon after the end of this era, and a new era begins. A new era instills upon us great peace and tranquility.

Many people don’t realize the fear deep down inside of them ever since they were children builds up inside. There emotions begin to feel jealousy, anger, and hate. I wonder if any one of these people feeling these emotions can just let it go and talk about what they really fear to become more secure.

Now I got that out of the way.

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posting again soon,

OUT, J

The days ahead of us

Looking in to our future there are many people already who feel very down. Whatever they do they can’t see a bright future.  Things can change and some things that are changing now don’t have to be looked down upon.  Instead you can see the changes happening now in a positive light.  By 2010, we all need to step to the plate and urge our final decision to go ahead.

I have heard about news which people start arguing and battling with each other as if the world is about to end, when its only beginning to start a new era.

We go to work every day to build our self-esteem, stress level, and excitement in our life to do things which are pleasant to us.  Work has to be a place where we always feel happy and excited to go to otherwise you feel miserable every time you walk through the door to work. It may take many people years before they find the right type of work to do and when you find it finally, it becomes your heaven. Work gives us money we need to live on and we need to be able to support ourselves with the money we make.

I think money does buy happiness when you have enough of it to do the things you want to do in life, but sometimes money can be overwhelming when you have too much of it. For those people who have too much money in their bank accounts, they should give the extra overwhelming money to those who need it. It is important to have a budget for any body who is making any amount of money. If you can’t afford something that you want, work at it to make more money.

The days of ahead of us leads to doing things we like to do especially when we work.

Off to do what I like do!

posting later on,

OUT, J

What’s the special for the day?

And the special for the day is…

Nothing, absolutely Nothing!

Were you expecting something better?

People always want to have a special for the day. It doesn’t matter where they are and what they are doing, if there is no special, there’s no day.

If you really want a special so badly, take this instead:

And OPEN YOUR EYES!

What makes someone or something special? Where’s does special come from? Are we all special?

The definition of special is extraordinary, unique, or exceptional.

They say certain people are special while others are not, but how can they say that.

Comment on this post if you think you are special and why. Then, I will write another post on this topic of how special our lives are.

posting again soon,

OUT, J

Thinking of my one generous gift to every one!

Chloe the Maltese Dog’s shadow on top is surrounding her.  She senses something to go after…

posting soon,

OUT, J

Part IV of the Light Year Man story (from under my Fiction section)

Here is a brief recap of the story I am writing:

A woman in the woods sees a fallen star

Out of the blue a man appears before her

She can’t pronounce his name so she calls him Light Year Man

They walk back to the farm house where she lives

They have dinner and he sends him to the barn to sleep

Overnight his friend appears out of nowhere with L.Y.M’s pet and talk with a translator

They go to sleep….

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(And now the story continues of Light Year Man) titled : Gregarious Revolution

The next morning Light Year Man is sleeping on the hay of the barn next to an open window of the barn when a burst of sun blasts in to his face and a rooster screams.  Light Year Man jumps up out of the hay almost in disarray as if he was on fire.  The animals inside in the barn start to panic and make noise moving toward Light Year Man and his friend who is still sleeping.  A cow from the barn wakes his friend and his friend screams out “AAAAARGH.”

All of a sudden the barn door opens up and there is standing Regina who looks very angry.  She runs up to the hay which is burnt from the fire last night asking Light Year Man, “What’s going on here?”

Light Year Man says “I don’t know, I awoke by that screaming animal you have with wings.”

Regina responds saying “It’s a rooster! It is supposed to wake us up to get the farm started early before it gets hot.”

“Right on.” says Light Year Man

“Who is this standing next to you and what kind of creature is next to him?” asks Regina

Light Year Man responds back saying “This is my friend which you won’t be able to say his name and my pet KRUTCHOFOLA SNUFOPOLA. The creature is what Earthlings would call a dog.”

“What? A dog? It looks more like an Octopus than a dog?!?! I will just keep him in this cage while we are gone.” says Regina

“Well…” says Light Year Man and his friend together

“Ok then I will call your friend Flash Fire so I can identify the two of you now.” then Regina says “Light Year Man and Flash Fire please come to the house to have breakfast. We are having scrambled eggs, bacon, pancakes, and fruit with a glass of Orange Juice.”

“Whatever that is! It sounds good to me.” says Light Year Man and Flash Fire together

As Flash Fire and Light Year Man walk over to the house slowly when Regina left, Flash Fire urges Light Year Man they might need her help in their Quest for helping the people of Earth with their problems. Light Year Man notes he senses that Regina could be the chosen one on Earth.  Only time will tell if this is true, but Light Year Man and Flash Fire see a certain light surrounding Regina signifying their Kingdom on their planet.

They enter the house and Regina serves them breakfast when a ball of fiery gas flies out of nowhere.  Regina’s body becomes golden white surrounding her body and Light Year Man is stunned.  Flash Fire starts laughing because he had played a practical joke and Light Year Man smacks him in the back to stop.  Regina becomes her usual self asking the two of them what’s wrong. The two of the shake their heads and eat their breakfast because Regina supposedly didn’t realize what was going on the whole time.  Time had frozen her during the event that Flash Fire contributed to.

After breakfast, Regina takes them in to town to visit her dad in the hospital where an important mix of events are about to happen… Her dad is very ill with end stage pancreatic cancer.  He has been working on the farm for many years since his dad left the farm to him before he got sick.  An event happened nearly 50 years ago to her father where the father inadvertently became a part of two worlds not even realizing how.  Regina wanted to talk to her father with Light Year Man and Flash Fire because they seem like the types of men her father used to talk about…

(Gregarious Revolution to be continuing…)

Posting more later,

OUT, J

Spending time at home this weekend and reading my latest book I just bought

This week was sensational! It really prepared me to expect great things in my upcoming future.  Believe me, great things are coming my way. My perception of life is the more positive feelings I get, the more positive my life becomes. No body can take anything away from me regarding my achievements and I have yet to achieve a lot more. This is only the beginning of my life.

This weekend I will be spending time at home just organizing, cleaning up, writing, doing my scrapbook, drawing, and reading many things.  One book I am in the middle of reading is the new Guillermo Del Toro and Chuck Hogan book called “the Strain.” So far it reads very well and is exciting to be able to want to turn the page to see what happens next.  There are some pictures in the book and the book seems very fit for me.

Anyway, take it easy and I will be posting more this weekend.

OUT, J

One of the World’s Quietest Places Shocker: Central Park, NYC

Learning to live our life by working hard, being happy and becoming wise

It is very interesting to know how much we think we have it all, but later on in life realize we gain a lot more wisdom as we get closer to becoming senior citizens.   Life’s journey comes in to  many twists and turns following through from adventure to adventure.  Some people decide one thing while others decide to do something else.  Whatever it is, it is an individual’s inspiration and joy, but their is always enemies around trying to gain power by doing hurtful things to many people who make positive achievements and work hard.

People who are jealous of other people’s achievements should not feel jealous.  Unfortunately, many people use jealousy as tool to gain power by hurting the person who has worked very hard to achieve greatness.  It takes any one a long time to achieve greatness and many mentors to help them achieve anything they want.  I have met people who are jealous before and initially became so upset, I almost felt like crying.  Now I just don’t even bother with those types of people unless I have to.

I have learned how to never listen to some one who is jealous of me because I will bleed to death just from listening. You always want to know what your enemies are up to by hearing what they are saying when you see them and be two steps ahead of them.  I realize now not every one is going to want to be my friend.  I feel have friends, many friends now that I have met in time.  It is important to never think of the enemies you may have and keep the positive flow going in life since enemies can create negative drama.  This negative drama stems from rumors the enemy makes up to try to hurt the successes a person has. A lot of times the rumors are false, but sometimes they are true like in the recent news of David Letterman being blackmailed causing him pain and suffering.   It was wrong of Mr. Letterman to have affairs with other women when he was married and these affairs made a man who was dark be able to hurt Mr. Letterman.  People need to feel happy about their life even a success story like David Letterman since he seemed to be happy, but must have felt sad at times. Any person needs to find happiness with people they love and within their own solitude at the times they are not with the people they love.  Otherwise their enemies can get the best out of them.

It is amazing for me to know how much I worked hard to achieve certain goals and how many more goals I want to achieve still.  I need to continue to work hard to be the person I always have been who is liked by many. I really admire people like the late Tim Russert because it seems like these type of people don’t let enemies hurt them. They just live  their life the way it should be  by working hard in their careers and being with friends who adore them.

posting again really soon,

OUT, J

Do you really know you?

It is important to know yourself to be able to sense your desires, your strengths, and your passions for whatever is worth it in your life. People don’t really quite understand many things in life in regards to their own persona.

Many people don’t realize what it takes to become a person. They don’t realize their individual qualities and want to be someone else. You should not let any one influence you to be something you don’t want to become. It also doesn’t matter what other people including family tell you to fall in love with either. For example, if you fall in love with a woman who is a different culture than you.  If you love somebody for who they are and they care about you, it should not matter since faith is what counts. Religion is not faith. The two are different altogether. You do not need any body to pray for you and no body is closer to faith more than the next person standing next to you. Every body is on the same level trying to gain their spot in heaven.

Next time you go to pray, say your own words with your own feelings rather than what other people have written or said. It is okay to listen to what others say and read what others write because every body has a say in this thing called ‘Life’.

People speak in many different ways, some are vocal, some are writers, some are artists, some are technologists in medicine, some are surgeons, some are photographers, some even film with cameras with moving action…   Most importantly, we all have a voice in some way or another. Please don’t be the voice of another.  Let every one speak for themselves.

Again, “Nothing About Us, Without Us” by the ASAN (Autistic Self Advocacy Network).

Think about what you want to achieve and what you want out of your life, but never be jealous and be someone you are not.

(I have something special TODAY! Posting soon about it)

posting again soon,

OUT, J

Life is a turning point and we are well on our way

But, where do you go????

I believe the answer always lies in your heart and passions of what you want to succeed at!

Always strengthen yourself to the bitter end. No body can take anything away from us. Amazing is what Amazing does!

Take it easy,

OUT, J

Figure it out and you will win!

I thought about something for awhile last night and I could really fall asleep until late.  It was something which has been bothering me about how people can’t seem to fight the negative feelings they have inside.  Some of these feelings just explode inside and/or outside themselves.  My life has been great in many respects. I win, I always win! Think of your life to always do the right things. Never use strength to push the negative into people because people will suffer. There has been people in the past who try and say negative things to me to push me away from my goals. People who do this to either I or anybody else are very insecure within themselves. These insecure people need to get a lesson from people like President Obama instead of being a jealous jerk. Find your inspiration to beat the odd negative people out there.

I know this is on my website earlier in the process, but I will put it up again. Listen, “One love, One life, let’s get together and Be alright, Let’s pray to the lord and be alright!”

Think of your life as something no body can take anything away from. You may feel exerted to do something freely for yourself, so if it is not to be hurtful, DO IT!

Positive and Negative energy is everywhere. You may feel negative at times because the negative energy is overpowering, but as soon as you release it away, you see the good, life has to offer. No longer will you feel jealous, angry, sad, or even depressed since you will build the confidence you need.

Jealousy is a bad thing and always has been. Listen to your predecessors who are succeeding, and you will succeed to.

For now,

Always at the top!

posting once again,

OUT, J

Here is a start to Positivity Month!

Posting again tonight,

OUT, J