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Choices we Make

Choices we make,

By Jason Ross

Guiding light
In to the midst of a blue sky
Following the dream
Many of us have.
Driving, screaming,
Torturing, suffering
In life before the fateful
Day we see our shining light emerge.
We live in a life so dear with compassion
We live in a life so respectful of our neighbors
We live in a life true to us.

I live a live just like so many others
Trying to gain the access of a lock
To be able to unlock for myself
The dignity and power which
Will give me the strength
To move through the door.
A door eager enough to
Show her the magic of what
Life has given to many others
In a world which is very hard
To handle sometimes.

We live a life coming and going
Out of many people’s lives.
Sometimes we don’t know it
At the time the lessons we are
Supposed to learn to move on.
The equal opportunity we
All get in life is what many
Of us just don’t get.
We all breathe, We all sing,
We all eat, and we all do the things
Needed to survive
By hopefully pulling through in a positive way.

The Golden ears are listening
The Golden eyes are watching
The Golden mouths are speaking to us
Even when we don’t want to listen.
But, most of all the throne is are
Source of prayer.
Our prayers are heard equally
Our emotions are felt the same.
Every one is hurting,
But the strength we are given
Must be held within us
To give us honor.

A Triumphant victory life
Has to offer is when we
Used the strength given to us,
After we passed it along to others
After our passing in to the light.
One day we will all get that chance
As long as we are not to weak to finish.
The life we make of is the life we
Gain from. It is the rapid movement
Of time which gathers the dignity of
Our passion to do what is right
And forget about the hurt, the pain, the sorrow.

Thank yourself for trying
And thank others who
Bring the greatness in to you
Since the greatness life has to offer
Came from many men and women
Who gave their heart and soul for you.
The visions we all get are the shining movies
From our past. We think about them
while we listen to them in our heads.
Some want to forget them, but you
Can never forget what was done or said.
You can only learn from them like most will say.

Here is me, here is you,
Here is the life we all make.
Working
Playing
Eating
And Drinking.
Some of the things we
Do may be wrong,
Some of the things we
Do may be right.
But we choose,
And choosing the act we want to play.

Posting later on,

OUT, J

Good Morning people of the Internet World!

I have been quite busy with many different things. I will be posting later on.

Just a note for all of you, have a great week!

Things are the way the are and we can’t change anything.

September 9, 2009 is Positivity Day in the world and it starts in NYC. More details to come soon.

It will be the start of every body thinking positive.

OUT, J

Proper ways of Adult Behavior

There are many things needed to be done in order to behave like an Adult. There are a few different behaviors to look out for to be a true Adult. The top 3 behaviors is taking responsibility for yourself and being responsible; paying attention; and finally, knowing how to control the emotions. An individual must be treated like an Adult and learn take it. When an individual acts like an Adult, they have observed proper ways to behave, and put their behavior to action.

Responsibility is very important for any person to be an Adult. There are many things to be responsible for including yourself, your job, and your family. The important factor is not knowing when to behave properly, but knowing the behavior in order to behave properly all the time. Knowing when to goof off, be serious, help out, etc.

My feeling is it is easier to act like a little kid than an Adult, but in order to be treated with dignity and honor, we must not act like a little kid. Acting like a child is not taking responsibility and letting someone else take the heat. Eventually we all have to take the heat and stand on our own 2 feet. By standing on our own 2 feet, we learn from our mistakes.

I have made many mistakes in my past some I have learned from, but many I have not learned from yet. Here is a list of behavioral techniques for all of us to be an Adult all the time:

1) Take it like a man or woman that you are (a man stands tall, a woman stands tall, they both are different, but the same)
2) Be Honest!
3) Be grateful for what you have!
4) Be Trustworthy and never go around talking about other people! Talk about other things like interests you may have…(I know it may be easier to talk about other people, but in the end you will get hurt for it)
5) Work hard to pay your bills!
6) Move Forward just like Light Year Man!! (story I am writing)
7) Start a family and keep it going!
Spend your money wisely on important stuff!
9) Control your emotions including sexuality!
10) Be Secure!
Finally number 11) Just be YOURSELF!

If you follow this list you will be an Adult forever!!!

Evaluate your life and think about if you are an Adult or a child.

Remember we are all learning at different paces and some of us may need more time to get there than others. I know I am learning slower, and soon I will be there.

do you sometimes feel like this?

Stay Strong, Be humble, and remember I will be posting again soon,

OUT, J

The simpilicity of Life which Human beings complicate

It is very interesting how my life winds up. For every ending there is also a beginning even with death. A beginning most people are frightened to find out so people become failures. Every body will create their problems to form a solution if they can. This is the failure of people’s lives. A failed life is a feared life.

I have seen many things in my life and one of those things are people who don’t see a person for who he or she is. Instead they see every one with problems. A problem which is really made up human trait.

Take a look at this:

Our minds think largely overwhelming to the solutions. There are simple solutions to everything we see in the world, but we just pass right by it every time. Every time we always have to track back our minds to the past where the solution lies.

For instance, every one wants in to be the first one to solve a problem. There is no problem in the first place and we create

all

problems. Instead there are only ways to live our life and life is simple. The complexity is in every human mind. Just look at animals and how simple their lives are. Animals know everything.

Next time you have a money or personal or work problem just think about how any other animal will simply just go about their business.

Forget how to think and just live.

Anyway, posting later on,

OUT, J

Nothing really happens unless you take a glimpse at it

Nothing really happens unless you take a glimpse at what could happen. Sometimes when you take a glimpse at some perception of life, you feel doubt. You can’t imagine your life being a certain way when many times people have said otherwise. The determination we have comes in to the strength of our practice to succeed. A positive sense of the word in the world goes further than the guiding light. There are different scenarios which could come to play. For example, a person who begins working feels excited and motivated to get started. People around this person try to make the scenario look bleak as if the decision to work is a bad decision or a way to failure. Many people don’t realize the strengths in everyone. I have seen doubt being placed on many people’s faces many times. The doubters begin to persuade and talk about the need for the person to not do it. Many people have strengths beyond what people first see.

My strengths have more potential in pursuit of living a dream than what a few may dictate. No body can dictate the lives of another. First, every time I wake up and I only think about how I can use my strengths to help my weaknesses. Some people may feel they have no weaknesses, but eventually it comes to haunt them if they never worked on them. Watch for the glimpse of what can be and will be rather than dicing with a game of fear. Sense the adventure to see inner perspective of self come alive.

A pop is under way and the show is about to start the week. It is going to be a good one. May all of you have a good week!

posting later on,

OUT, J

Going away for weekend, posts coming soon!

Going away for weekend with friend.
Stress Free Environment can help me relax so I can post more.
posts coming soon,

OUT, J

Two Parallel worlds on One Earth

Every time I walk in the city or my hometown, I observe two parallel worlds on one Earth. President Obama is trying to do something to constructively make American citizens live in harmony, but is struggling like any other President has in the past to get his agendas passed in to law. I wonder if President Obama had a chance to read my letter I sent to him and Joe Biden before they were elected. If the two of them did see the letter, it should make them think really hard about the general public. Jobs, healthcare, Neurodiversity… “Nothing about us with us” as the Autistic Self-Advocacy Network states every day. We pray he creates a life of harmony in America and the world.

One world is the Autism Continuum. Many people say any body on the Autism Spectrum has to be weary when telling others they are Autistic. Autistic could mean those people on the Autism Spectrum with Autistic Disorder constantly flapping their hands and not being able to talk. I prefer to say Autie/Aspie Community in the Autism Continuum since I believe any body can reach high functioning Asperger Syndrome in adulthood just by early intervention. It is important to teach somebody on the Continuum the necessary tools to succeed in this world because any body would be respected more. Otherwise when the person reaches adulthood, they will develop more and more problems.

Another world on Earth is the Neurotypical Continuum. The Neurotypical Continuum becomes a more accepted part of society than Autism by what I observe because majority rules. Many Neurotypicals are afraid of the unknown Autism Continuum. Neurotypicals don’t quite understand it and most doctors who are mostly Neurotypical have a very hard time diagnosing Autism and even Asperger Syndrome because they can not understand. If the Autism Continuum never existed, we would be missing a lot of great talents in the world which makes the world go round. I suppose that the Autism Continuum runs parallel to the Neurotypical Continuum.

Many people don’t like when they see someone they feel is different not acting/performing like them. Two parallel worlds are colliding on Earth. Eventually the worlds become one and every body teaches one another their different ways and sees a bright new way of doing things. There is so much the two parallel worlds can learn from each other if only every body would try to learn and not sneer at the unknown. The unknown can be very scary at times, but you must break away past it. Otherwise any body becomes anxious and worries about life.

Take it easy and posting soon,

OUT, J

My take on becoming friends with people you meet

When you become friends with someone, you just do it. The person you becomes friends with doesn’t necessarily have to have the same viewpoints as you. They just need to be a nice person who helps you while you help them. I have always learned I can not push my beliefs on anybody else especially my friends. Friendship starts with two people. I find sometimes many people feel angry and upset when a friend becomes friends with someone the other person does not like. Every body has different experiences with people.

Sometimes I wish certain people I am friends with could change their viewpoints, but sometimes it just stays in their head all stubborn inside. We all have certain feelings for people from our experiences in our world. One person may not like another person because the one person was attacked by the other. In the end, we have to let go of it.

I hope you all have good day.

OUT, J

Why Egocentricity is not good

Egocentricity…what a word, what a counter productive thing the world can ever see in a person.  There are two ways a person can be egocentric.  Autistic/Aspie people like myself can be tend to be very egocentric, but it is natural way in which we can’t control. We need to be told not to be egocentric and  in time we learn not to be.

The second form of Egocentric is when Neurotypcial people take it to an extreme called Narcissism. Narcissistic Personality Disorder is when people grow to become egocentric to the point they overgrow their egos.  They become egotistical.  It is like they love themselves so much that nothing else means anything to them. I have met quite a few people in my lifetime who were Narcissists.

Apparently, Narcissistic Personality Disorder is very serious condition.  I try to avoid Narcissists by walking the other way.  They look in the mirror and see beauty.  They don’t care what the rest of the world looks like or is like.  They are so selfish and self-centered, it goes beyond anything else the world has ever seen. Narcissists don’t think of others at all.  

We need to balance our egos.  Ego-balancing is very important for society so no body looks like a pig head.

How can we balance our egos?

1) Look in the mirror with your family not just yourself and say I can help any one who needs it, but also help myself.

2) Walk around town, city, or rural areas helping and guiding others.

3) remember where you came from.

4) remember what GB said in the interview of him on DMC. (George Berdejo)

5) spell it out: LOVE YOUR Friends, Family, and the world.

6) spend time with 1 animal a day to show human-animal companionship.

7) learn from others and don’t forget them.

Don’t look down on others.

9) Be happy and let things go!! What’s done is done.

10) Always try your best and be gracious!

I.E. , BE HUMBLE!

It is a balance. A instant balance which humans have trouble with. When we think we become balanced, we become unbalanced.  It is a jumprope,  seesaw, yo-yo type of thing.  There is Ego Pigs, Ego Balance, and Under Egos. We need to all try to Ego Balance ourselves.

Think of yourself and think whether you are balanced.  No body can take the spotlight, the spotlight must come to you. Hurtful you can be, but suffering you will be.  So, never take the road of greed and ego pig, always take the road to enjoy life better.

anyway, hope you all enjoy the week coming up.  May it be a week of love and joy. Work Hard!!

posting soon,

OUT, J

Finding Truth to this called ‘Life’

Life is an amazing journey of self exploration in to the soul. As many of you may see today, there is a poll question about life. Please answer the poll question. Symbolizing our lives can be hard and difficult process to handle. Some people may feel their life is worthless, but deep down inside there is meaning to life. For instance take a look at this picture:

The picture symbolizes the question we all need to answer. We make decisions in our life when we reach a fork in the road every day. Every day there are decisions to make and each decision we make affects us. Whether its a consequence or a reward, in the end, we make these decisions. At the end of our life, we reflect on the good and bad decisions we made. When we make a decision, we must first analyze it completely without feeling emotions. It can be very hard, but we need to do what is best for our individual self. At the end of our life, we capture each moment in our head to evaluate how we did. Just like a test in school, we want to make sure we can correct any errors we made.

A long journey of 100 years can be difficult at times and we are put on the spot just like in school. Come on, you have 20 minutes to take the test and fill in the answers as fast as you can. By the end of the test, you hand in your paper to see what grade you get. If you get an A, you are excited and filled with happiness. If you fail the exam, your head creeps down and you are told to try again. You either decide to give up or try again, but most people try again.

The test of life is the same thing as a test in school. We are tested to show if we learned the lessons of life. Sometimes it takes a lifetime of 100 years while other times it takes a much shorter time. We need to accept many things in our life. One thing we need to accept in our life is when we know someone has died. Death is just the end of the journey on Earth because the person who died lived the tests given to them. They are ready to be graded. If they grade well like in school, you are honored, but if you fail for whatever reason you have to try it again.

We also need to accept every body needs to learn lessons in life. There are people in the world who strive to cure Autism. This is a very hot topic where many people debate about curing Autism. If you look at the logic of Autism or even Asperger Syndrome, Neurotypicals need to help guide us sometimes. Sometimes we need to try it on our own to learn certain lessons, but other times we need guidance. It is very important to for us to learn early so life gets easier rather than learning later and struggling. In the end only one person takes the tests and the grade we each get stays with us forever.

Every one may have different lessons to learn, different tests to take, and different forms of success on Earth; but when the time comes to be graded, we win. It is time to get up and be amazing. Don’t be emotional, don’t get angry, just be happy. It is a journey of thousands of days on Earth, so make them meaningful.

Each day we see new babies being born and we also see older people who have lived long lives die peacefully. There are many tasks to be done, lessons to be learned, and tests to be taken…  I am determined to grade well and live my life the to the fullest to learn the lessons.

Take it easy and I’ll be posting again soon…

OUT, J

Are you listening all the time?

This is one of those days. Posting tonight!

OUT, J

Many Mets Fans are feeling down this year

Check out the link from

the new newspaper article in AM NEW YORK

It is amazing looking at this picture of my older brother because he is getting publicity now. Smile and say Cheese Brandon, you’re on candid camera!

Take it easy every one and know that everything seems to change in time.

posting later on,
OUT, J

My thoughts on the new movie “Adam” by Fox Searchlight

I  went to opening night at the Angelika film center in New York City for the  movie “Adam”  which was directed by  Max Mayer.  The character Adam in the picture was played by the actor Hugh Dancy.   As I watched the movie there were parts that brought me to tears  and  other times made me laugh.  The tears I shed were scenes in the movie that were painful reminders of the everyday problems I face in my life.   The laughter came from the times I knew the behaviors,  Adam,  was displacing were similar to my own.   It made me realize how very inappropriate I must look to other people.  Yet, the laughter made me cry.  It made me become  aware of my odd behaviors I have because of my having Asperger Syndrome.   The movie showed Adam experiencing his life a different way from the typical.

When Adam meets his first love Beth (Rose Byrne), his  sensory issues and lack of romantic skills showed instantly with his Asperger Syndrome.  Throughout the movie, Adam  learned step by step how to be with a woman, handle his sensory issues, and improve his communication.  Adam also learned a lot from his father’s friend Harlan (Frankie Faison) who gave Adam a realistic sense of every day life skills.

Asperger Syndrome is a hard thing for any body to have and the movie “Adam” showed this very well.  It also made me realize about relationships especially on the romantic level.  Some people with Asperger Syndrome are very bad at romantic relationships.   Adam was  very bad with romance and communication and  needed to learn about all types of relationships.  The character’s interest with space consumed him with every conversation he had in the movie.  The impression I got was the special interest should not constitute the whole conversation.  The movie also stressed how Neurotypicals and Aspie/Auties can learn from each other.  It should make every one aware about the interactions they have with people and the impressions they make on any body they meet.

I was always told first impressions count and to maintain a good impression.  Adam impressed his first love and as time passed, Adam had a hard time maintaining the impression he first gave.  It gave me the impression we must realize the subtle things required in a romantic relationship and especially in maintaining a general friendship.  Adam found himself by seeking happiness at the end of the movie even after a lot of devastation in his life.  His previous learning experiences during the movie proved himself to move forward with his new knowledge.  Aspies/Auties learn at slower paces, but eventually succeed.  The touching lesson is when it is time to move on, we have to just live our life to the fullest.

The film  shows  none of the special effects most of the other films do.   Instead it relied on the actors performing at  their very best.  It also had great cinematography presenting each scene with emotion.  The music for the film was very moving and served to help tell the story very well.  It gave a good feeling about how far a film can reach without special effects and teaches every one about life.  This is the way a film used to be.

At the end of the movie, Max Mayer and Hugh Dancy were there to answer any questions.  The movie brings great power storytelling by Max Mayer and I really admire his creative techniques. The cast especially Hugh Dancy really impressed me with their classic movie. If any body knows some one with Asperger Syndrome/Autism you should see this movie to learn more about how to teach us and learn from us as well.  I hope many people go and see this film because it deserves all the rewards it can get.

(By the way,  my own fantasy fiction character I am writing about on this website called Light Year Man will be in action once again. I am writing about it still.   It is Science Fiction.  One phrase; Move forward)

Posting again soon enough the bits of the story I am writing about and many more.

OUT, J

Check out the poll question today: The New Gold Standard: ULTRASOUND

Ultrasound is the NEW GOLD STANDARD! Agree to disagree with me or just agree.

I think Ultrasound is the NEW Gold Standard in Medicine, but it means Ultrasound tech’s all over need to make sure the images and Doppler are great.

Posting later on,

OUT, J

Proving to myself to many people will never STOP!

Many people may feel I could never do Vascular Ultrasound, well, I hate to break the ice in their faces, but they were WRONG! I am doing it plus a lot more because I can also do Echocardiography. It takes a long time for me, but I am like the turtle when every one else is the Hare.

The turtle eventually wins and every one goes cheering.

Here is the story of the Little Engine That Could which is a fantastic story.

Here is the story of the Turtle and the Hare:

Aha! It is positive thinking! I am doing better than most people. I have the registries in both.

Anyway, I have to keep on at it.

OUT, J