A shining light in the Forest

Today is raining, but the light will shine once again on the Earth. I hope all of you are having a great day. Enjoy yourself and enjoy the company you keep.

OUT, J

The Days I spend here

Each day I spend here
I carry away the darkness
seeping through the sky.
Each I spend here
I find only one way to share
myself to you.
Each I spend here
there is
one inch growing above the sky.
Each day I spend here
I find my flight in the sky.
Each day I spend here
is just a lanyard of time.
Each day I spend here
I find a true spirit growing
among everybody.
Each day I spend here
I carry away the wind.
The soul is something
which can be wistful
and energetic,
though it leads
people far far away
as far as the tides
can bring you in to
the enchanted lands
where butterflies fly freely
in a unknown dwelling.
The days I spend here
will lead me…

(hope you like the poem)

OUT, J

This is what I read for my Birthday in a newspaper yesterday

IF TODAY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY

By SALLY BROMPTON

TO

June 18, 2009

On a luck scale of one to ten you are a nine at least and with Jupiter, planet of good fortune, active on your birthday you only have to put a name to your dream to see it instantly come true. Watch what you wish for!

I must be having much luck in my future!!

Anyway, just wanted to share this with everyone from yesterday. I knew there was something special about me.

Believe in yourself and all things are possible.

posting again soon,

OUT, J

It’s Autistic Pride Day Everyone!

The time has come to come as one. The has come to settle our differences. The time has come to let go of our fears. This year Autistic Pride Day is going to bring joys to everyone. Autistic Pride Day was started by
Aspies for Freedom an organization in United Kingdom part of the neurodiversity movement.

Many people need to think positive and realize every one has differences. Some are a little worse than others, but in the end we are all people.  People trying to earn a living in and make a  career which can help us be proud. Today everybody comes together to earn themselves a pat on the back for as little or as much proud success they achieved even if it is very simple. A step in the right direction is learning to cue ourselves sometimes and say to ourselves “We are becoming a person more and more each day.”

It’s Autistic Pride Day and it is time to celebrate! (BTW it is also my birthday too)

Autistic Self Advocacy Network Nothing about us without us

“How little a thing can make us happy when we feel that we have earned it.”
Mark Twain (1835 – 1910), The Diaries of Adam and Eve

OUT, J

The way of the world in a forceful century

The world is changing before our eyes. There are many people who are angry. It is almost as if a Star Wars revolt is about to begin. Wait…Emperor Palpatine has entered the building. Shh, before you get hurt. For an instant you started to feel the suffering the Emperor would have given you right, well, that is the suffering you will feel if you don’t fight the dark side of the force. Many dictators in the world today are leading the dark side of the force. They are ready, but are we ready to come together as one? We must be ambitious and bring balance to the force. We don’t have a Luke Skywalker to save the day now.

We only have each other to build the positive Jedi force to defeat the dark side. I heard the news in Iran with the new leader, the happenings in North Korea, and even other leaders in the world demonstrating as well. Its all coming together and we have to be ready. People are scared, People are angry, People hate, and now its ready for the suffering just like Yoda said would happen. Its not too late to put an end to this whole fear issue. Let go of your fears everyone and think positive. Think back to your purest feelings of livelihood which makes you happy. Even leaders around the world need to let go of their fears. MOVE FORWARD!

A Journey of the billions of people in the world only starts with one step over the line in order to bring balance to the force.

posting soon,

listen to this song,

OUT, J

The day before Autistic Pride Day: Get your banners ready!!!

Every body get ready for a glorious day in the Autistic/Asperger Community with Pride! It is time and don’t forget I turn 30 years old as well.

June 18, 2009 is coming really soon so get ready…

Posting soon,

OUT, J

Life goes up and down, but we only need to think Positive

My life in the past month and a half has been very stressful. Sometimes I don’t know what my life will give me from day to day. Every body around me says I need to focus on one thing at a time and to think positive because positive thinking leads to a positive way of life. In order to think positive we also (me especially) need to move forward a long the time continuum.

At the end of my life it will be time to reminisce about my past. The past is for the time when we are only thinking about the happy times. The sad, angry, or hurtful times are the part our memories which we only need to learn from to move forward.

As I turn 30 years old tomorrow and my website has not been updated for a month and a half, I realize I let my stresses get to me too much. I did not think things through and worried about my past too much. As I think about moving forward and being visible, I realize how important it is to move forward in my life at work, at home, and with friends. If I can’t move forward, I can’t have a decent life where I can live it to the fullest.

Many people do care about me and feel I am one of a kind who is very bright and humble. I need to stay stronger than I ever was. Today is the day I am going to strengthen my soul and toughen up to be able to move forward. Besides I have much business to attend to now. I have a month and a half of catching up to do on this website.

I know I have my whole life ahead of me actually at most 2/3 of my life left over, so I start a journey to my new era tomorrow when I turn 30 years old.

posting again soon,

OUT, J

Countdown to Autistic Pride Day 2009

This Thursday begins another round of Autistic Pride Day to celebrate Neurodiversity. Many people need to remember to start knowing the rights of everybody.

This week there will many things posted for people to remember for celebrating Neurodiversity.

Take action and end the ignorance!

posting again soon,

OUT, J

I’M BACK ON DMC!!!

Welcome readers of Drivemomcrazy.com to new editions of my posts! I know it has been a while since I last posted something. Really, it has been, but there is no reason for any one to not look back, we must move forward. More stories of my current fiction piece from this website will be in place for you to read.
A lot has happened in my life since the last posting, but have no fear DMC is here!

I may be curious to want to say all my vision is in the way. I sit down wondering what to say and why I haven’t posted much these days. The past is over and the bright future only awaits me.

I will be updating some new things this week.

gotta get going now,

OUT, J

All good things happen in due time

Many times in any one’s life, we feel we are succeeding at what we want. Some people succeed at a faster rate than others, but in due time things will happen, we just have to be patient. It is important!

A life you make has to be a life of staying strong enough to be patient otherwise you wind up hurting yourself in the end. You must take things in and soak it up.

I find whenever I feel down, I wind up meeting somebody new who brings me back up. Every time it happens, I speak to the new person in front of me, I realize once more what is most important in my life; the success I get soon. Some things happen for a reason.

We should never think that we are suffering as much as the next one. Many individuals in the world cause their own suffering, but they really don’t deserve our pity. In fact too many people want to be a martyr.

What will you choose to make someone take notice?

Live,
Breathe,
smell,
hear,
see,
taste,
feel
the ways of life.

posting later on,

OUT, J

Mars, MARS, MARSHMELLOWS!

Marshmellows are yummy in my tummy especially when their burnt. I love eating burnt marshmellows especially when they are on a stick. Count your marshmellows and make as much as you want. It will make you feel good.

be good and don’t let this get in your way:

One day when I was a child back in the day I dropped a burning marshmallow on my leg while it was flaming on my leg (right side), a friend next to me started screaming in pain as I just stood there not feeling anything.

posting again soon,

OUT, J

A song to have a little faith

Hope you like the song. It really means a lot to me and I am sure it means a lot to other people too.

OUT, J

Picture of the Day

Faith is taking the first step, even when you don’t see the whole staircase.
Martin Luther King Jr.
US black civil rights leader & clergyman (1929 – 1968)

I love my angels! I know my angels are always with me no matter what. This picture and video portray the ever feelings I have. Love is a powerful and conquering force in the world. If and only if you let it in, it can conquer just about anything. I see what I am and I feel I can live my life solely. We need to be strong and fulfilling our missions.

OUT, J

Picture of the Day

this picture is pretty cool. I found it on the web from someone who took the picture at a factory somewhere. Try and guess what it could look like…

Anyway, give up…It’s an Angel!

posting later on,

OUT, J

Part III of the storyline

A story from an unknown world in to Earth.   There comes a time in someone’s life when a single person makes a difference in their life. In this case, in Regina’s case, a man from another planet meets her for the first time. This man who she could not pronounce the name,  calls him Light Year Man instead.  He came from a burst of light.  The two of them come back from the woods to find out her home is empty.  She lives with her parents and brother, but her parents are on vacation for two weeks and her brother is out with friends.  Most of the time her brother rarely comes home.  She decides to show Light Year Man around the house which is one floor and very spacious.  Since there is no room in the house for him to sleep,she shows him a place to sleep out in the barn instead.  She cooks him what she hunted for earlier for dinner.  When dinner is finally ready, he spits the food out informing her he hates it.  She looks at him and continues to eat her dinner.

Light Year Man decides to go to bed after dinner and walks over to the barn.  He didn’t realize what is happening to him as he marched over to open the gate.  He feels himself changing body form and saw something at the foot of the door inside the barn.  Regina had knitted some clothing together for him earlier before cooking dinner.  He took the clothes and walked inside of the barn.  He realizes his body is  becoming more and more transparent.  He feels unusual.  He experiences seeing his friend appear out of nowhere like a burst of light appeared before his friend appeared.  The friend has his pet with him as well.  He begins seeing his body physical once again. They begin speaking in their language from the planet they are from, but they could not talk for long.  They had started a fire in the barn from their conversation.  Light Year Man sees a tub of water and dumps it straight on to the fire.

Light Year Man begins talking in some kind of sign language from their planet as he puts on the clothing Regina had made for him by putting it over his clothes.  Light Year Man strokes the pet as he writes a note on paper after they pull out a translator from his friend’s pocket.

The note states:  “We need to hurry fast on this planet.  Our people want to balance the universe not watch anybody suffer. ”

His friend writes down: “Don’t worry I have it covered.” then writes, “We need to stop the suffering. We need to stop the man causing the pain.”

Light Year Man writes something down one last time before bed: “I didn’t mean to come here. I was planting on my garden, but I fell and here I am.  May be we need to make the most of being here by helping.”

His friend writes: “Yes, my friend, we are here only to help.”

They then fall asleep on separate sides of the barn with the pet wandering around.  The night is still.

(The story continues sometime soon. I hope you like it. It only gets better.)

OUT, J