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Do you really know you?

It is important to know yourself to be able to sense your desires, your strengths, and your passions for whatever is worth it in your life. People don’t really quite understand many things in life in regards to their own persona.

Many people don’t realize what it takes to become a person. They don’t realize their individual qualities and want to be someone else. You should not let any one influence you to be something you don’t want to become. It also doesn’t matter what other people including family tell you to fall in love with either. For example, if you fall in love with a woman who is a different culture than you.  If you love somebody for who they are and they care about you, it should not matter since faith is what counts. Religion is not faith. The two are different altogether. You do not need any body to pray for you and no body is closer to faith more than the next person standing next to you. Every body is on the same level trying to gain their spot in heaven.

Next time you go to pray, say your own words with your own feelings rather than what other people have written or said. It is okay to listen to what others say and read what others write because every body has a say in this thing called ‘Life’.

People speak in many different ways, some are vocal, some are writers, some are artists, some are technologists in medicine, some are surgeons, some are photographers, some even film with cameras with moving action…   Most importantly, we all have a voice in some way or another. Please don’t be the voice of another.  Let every one speak for themselves.

Again, “Nothing About Us, Without Us” by the ASAN (Autistic Self Advocacy Network).

Think about what you want to achieve and what you want out of your life, but never be jealous and be someone you are not.

(I have something special TODAY! Posting soon about it)

posting again soon,

OUT, J

Life is a turning point and we are well on our way

But, where do you go????

I believe the answer always lies in your heart and passions of what you want to succeed at!

Always strengthen yourself to the bitter end. No body can take anything away from us. Amazing is what Amazing does!

Take it easy,

OUT, J

Figure it out and you will win!

I thought about something for awhile last night and I could really fall asleep until late.  It was something which has been bothering me about how people can’t seem to fight the negative feelings they have inside.  Some of these feelings just explode inside and/or outside themselves.  My life has been great in many respects. I win, I always win! Think of your life to always do the right things. Never use strength to push the negative into people because people will suffer. There has been people in the past who try and say negative things to me to push me away from my goals. People who do this to either I or anybody else are very insecure within themselves. These insecure people need to get a lesson from people like President Obama instead of being a jealous jerk. Find your inspiration to beat the odd negative people out there.

I know this is on my website earlier in the process, but I will put it up again. Listen, “One love, One life, let’s get together and Be alright, Let’s pray to the lord and be alright!”

Think of your life as something no body can take anything away from. You may feel exerted to do something freely for yourself, so if it is not to be hurtful, DO IT!

Positive and Negative energy is everywhere. You may feel negative at times because the negative energy is overpowering, but as soon as you release it away, you see the good, life has to offer. No longer will you feel jealous, angry, sad, or even depressed since you will build the confidence you need.

Jealousy is a bad thing and always has been. Listen to your predecessors who are succeeding, and you will succeed to.

For now,

Always at the top!

posting once again,

OUT, J

Here is a start to Positivity Month!

Posting again tonight,

OUT, J

We need a hero!

OR is the hero inside all of us?

Check back later for more posts to come. Remember this is Positivity Month!

In the meantime, enjoy the day…It’s going to be wonderful sunny day! Believe it and it will be…

gotta get going,

OUT, J

OCTOBER IS POSITIVITY MONTH!

October is Positivity Month!

Think of letting go of the anger inside of you and watch it disappear.

Remind yourself every day this month to stop the pain, the jealousy, the anger!

Write down all your negative feelings on a big sheet of paper, rip up, and throw it away.  Think nothing more of it.

Time to live your life to the fullest as you can make it.

Forever,

by J.S.R

Forever in the midst of the sky,
a bird flies so high
to get to the edge between
the heavens and earth.
This bird flies millions of miles
away to find out a discovery
within itself.
Mighty the bird may be,
captivating the inner strength
and wellness of its health,
the bird flies back down to earth
to not only see a generation of people,
but to see his family.
In the midst of the fog over the people,
he sees the generation of people
swimming with emotional energy.
Lovers loving,
people feeling jealousy,
people feeling angry,
people feeling hatred,
and people suffering.
Emotion is earth shattering.
It gets in to our bodies and
we can’t let go.
Forever we feel emotion,
Forever we feel sustained
in using them.
Together as a team we come together
to look at each other without
emotion and be happy for who
we are.

Who are we someone asks?

We are the people who are
born here who are supposed
to work hard to fulfill goals we
made.

What goals do we make someone asks?

The goals we made when we were
very little to be able to achieve them.

The feeling I get inside is dark and
twisted sometimes, the feeling I get
inside has a light burning in to the darkness
for a turning point.
A turning point in our life challenges us
or sometimes just inspires us to do more.

(Now go to the mirror and repeat something to say yourself which will inspire you. This is the purpose of Positivity Month.)

posting again soon,

OUT, J

The end of the weekend, start of a new week

The weekend is coming to an end and we are well on our way through October in the year 2009.  2009 is drawing to an end and 2010 is coming soon. This week will start a change for every body.  It will change the way we think, they we handle our lives, and we will all be moving.  The visions we have are locked on fear because we are afraid of what is out there.   This week is the first week we end fear in all of us.  It is the first time in our lives we will make are life what we were intended for, living are dreams.  Every one  has different dreams, and for every dream brings success in any way we do it and do it in a positive productive manner.  Some of us may dream to be in medicine while others may dream to be something they have always wanted, but were afraid of trying.  A dream comes true only when you know it to be true and feel it in your bones down to your soul.

Believe me, this week we will all try to be the best of what we were meant for.  It is our duty or mission to fulfill that goal to be a contributing member of society.  Forget about where the money starts out, just remember how long it takes to climb the ladder of success because in 15 years from now you will look back thinking of your achievements.  Every one struggles to get to the top and if we didn’t we would all be kidding ourselves.  Jealousy is a curse amongst all of us that contributes to dark twisted evil lurking in our brains to hurt someone.  Never let the jealousy take the best of you.  Just block it out and leave it nestled in the corner of your mind never bringing it up again.

OR, you will always be: (lurking with your eyes)

Think of October as POSITIVITY MONTH TO Take (out the paper and) the Trash!

Posting again soon,
OUT, J

The Real Back to the Future

Autism Speaks doesn’t speak for me or anyone else with any form of Autism. This is a fight to the bitter end for every body with any form of Autism to show their gifts to the world and to show we do have a purpose. The brutal war between Autism Speaks and Autistics themselves is a constant battle hopefully will end soon. The real future will give every body their rights especially to speak in any way they can to let the public know how they feel. I am happy to report the many other Autistic individuals are voicing to bring down Autism Speaks, “I am Autism” film. Speak more now or watch the gifts disappear.

We need to do more to show people who are not Autistic (Neurotypical) that no body will  be left not to talk or even spoken down upon.  Autism is a gift and many people need to see this. We need to all work together in order to strive past our differences. We need to live our life and forget about negative feelings/emotions toward gifts given to every body.

Think of all the many blessings in your life because there are many if you open your eyes.

Now as you can see the title of this post is The Real Back to the Future. This Future is now and the time to give ourselves a pat on the back for everything given to us. Let’s join hands and listen to every one including Autistic individuals like myself. Autistic is a term which may seem to be confusing for some, but it refers to every body on the Spectrum.

Always be who you are, and don’t be afraid of yourself or any one you feel is different. Every body is different. Every body learns. Every body is scared. Although every body can triumph past their fears.

Take a look in the mirror for yourself and repeat after me:

once again, I will be back soon with another post (next post is the many ways we can appreciate our gifts in to our life)

OUT, J

Teach those who want to be taught

Post coming soon about The Real Back to the Future!

And other posts as well.

For now,

writing soon,

OUT, J

September is Through, October is near…

Many people don’t realize the fundamental desires of their life. If you look at the poll question for today you will understand. I don’t understand the jealousy which seeps in to many people’s blood when these jealous people live their lives. What happened to the good ole’ gracious life people are supposed to live?

Not every one will be as successful as the next person, but that doesn’t mean you need to be jealous. Jealousy is a curse. Jealousy proves to g-d many things especially one thing in particular. Feelings are mutual, please live your life to the fullest and strive for whatever you need to strive for. The person who becomes jealous can not see their own self-confidence and talent. Instead they decide to destroy the inner workings of someone else. It is very evil and dark. Remember the White Witch who hated Aslan or Anakin Skywalker.

Things happen, but in stages. We must build up to the experience we want in order to reap our rewards.

posting later on,

OUT, J

Check out: RethinkingAutism.com

OUT, J

Angels all around us so be careful what you do!

There are Angels all around us, we just have to feel them.  Respect others, Respect yourself, be patient, and things will come together soon.  Angels can help us all around, but people from Autism Speaks created a video “I am Autism”  to promote a cure creating an uneasiness amongst any one with a form of Autism.  Sometimes we just have to open our eyes and see an Angel in a person or beyond.  It is not right to close our eyes and shut our minds. The video does not respect others and claims Autism as a whole is worth curing, but Autism is something more than what Autism Speaks suggests.  It is different and in some respects different can be better at times when you can see interesting contributions to the world like it has in the past.  For instance, great inventors, poets, musicians, artists, etc. gave and continue to give good things to the world. It is a gift from god. On the other hand, some people who have this difference struggle more trying to deal with it.  Their  struggling can possibly be from not being able to handle the pressures of the Neurotypical world.  It is sad to hear these struggles going on, but Neurotypicals alike need to guide them through as much as they can.  The growth of any person with Autism varies, but it is up to all of us to work together.   Every body has different needs, but most importantly we work through them to achieve anything.

Any Autism is a phenom.  Every thing happens for a reason and may be the reason for having people with any Autism is to help the world through the tough times because some one with any Autism may have the answer.

Take a look at the video from Autism Speaks “I am Autism” and think about how Autism Speaks makes a video just to promote a cure for Autism. Then, take a look at someone else’s video on “I am Autism Speaks” which is based on the perspective people with Autism have a voice.  Finally, watch the video Angels by Robbie Williams to think about any struggle by any one in the world to see how we should think back to our true missions in life for our final achievement to reach heaven.  We can all make it with just a little help.

Respect every  body!  “Nothing about us , without us.” ASAN statement!  There should be more Adaptations around the world which promote positive healthy living.

posting later on,

OUT, J

First and Foremost in a new era

Like many of you know now, President Obama is doing a good job and is supporting a Newspaper Bailout.  Things are changing as we speak.  Many people write their own news on Blogs on the internet.  I do understand some of what President Obama is saying in regards to the news.

Anyway, I really enjoy this website I have of my own.  I get to write different things especially my creative writing.

New poll question today about President Obama’s newest issue being brought up.

Things are the way they are because every one has an opinion.  Many people don’t realize what is in control is the fact that we all have our own ideas.  These ideas incorporate us to share opinions with each other.   Not every one agrees with everyone else’s ideas.

Faith is hard to interpret.  It is a New Year now and we have to start trying to come together.

posting again soon,
OUT, J

Time and Time again in a deep dark secret

It is a time when life is changing and things are going to happen.  We don’t know when and we don’t know how, it just will be.  We must accept and move on with our lives.

Think about the reasons why things happen.  Life is always filling up with many things, you just have to express them and your future.

Deaths happen rather quickly lately.  People say when you hear about one death, there will be 2 more coming soon. This year there have been lot’s of deaths in the summer.

Future
Vision
Substance
Relationships
The shell on our
backs is a genuine
factor of life.

Spin yourself around till you speed yourself up and go along the winds of the time continuum. Trouble is we become afraid, but we can’t be afraid.

Anyway, here is the time for us to show who we really are, HUMAN Beings! Human Beings should be there for each other because we are all striving to go to the same place in the end.

Gotta get going and posting later on,

OUT, J

Don’t be the character from this movie: (JUST BE WHO YOU ARE AND LET IT ALL FLOW)

Many Deaths to look back on summer 2009

There have been many unforgettable deaths this summer and the summer is not officially over.  When most people look at death, they see only an ending, but I see something more. I see a beginning for the deceased and lessons learned from those who are living. I feel the people who have died over the summer gave all of us many lessons learned.

When Michael Jackson died his death caused a lot of heartache to many people. His death is yet to be determined. Just recently, Edward Kennedy died of Brain Cancer. My Grandma died from many things breaking down including the kidney. Patrick Swayze  died of Pancreatic Cancer. There are many ways a person leaves this planet to go to a better place, some die peacefully while others die in pain. The pain a person suffers can either be mental or physical or no pain at all. Eventually we must all come to terms with our own mortality and live our life to the fullest. We don’t know when the time will come to move on, so our life must be lived.

My favorite singer when I was growing up would have to be Michael Jackson. God willing, I even had a red jacket that looked very similar to his famous jacket from his music video, ‘Beat it’. I peered in to the Thriller video endlessly from the time it came out to even times today. His voice and words gave all of us the strength to move on to feel like we can live our lives as a person. I feel whenever a person like Michael Jackson marvels the world, some body has to try and bring that person down because of jealousy. Jealousy is an emotion of insecurity within a person. We must all be proud of a person’s achievements and use it as a tool to achieve our own goals. I have learned from Michael Jackson that we all have strengths and weaknesses, but most importantly we build on them to achieve happiness.

Edward Kennedy was the baby brother of John F. Kennedy and Robert F. Kennedy. He needed to prove himself. He was the man who kept on building on the Kennedy name and foundation for life itself. He built his courage and strength within himself to never give up; a deep core within me that I have to, it’s called Tenacity. I have learned from Edward Kennedy something I wonder if others have noticed to, the desire to move forward and stay focused. His body may be dead, but his spirit lives on.

My grandma, Eve A. Rosenheck was a very special person to a lot of different people’s lives. She gave a certain kind of new word to the word ‘Blunt’. She may have had her fights with me about her way over mine (boy did we fight in the past 3 years since she had been living at my parents home), but she cared very deeply for the certain people in her life called family.   Family is term for a group of people who care about one another because they have a common trait. She felt nothing matters more in the world than who brought you in to this world because it was god’s original gift to all of us. The original family sticks together. No matter what the circumstance is going on in your life; money problems, disability…Bloodlines support each other and give every one positive energy. No body within their own bloodlines should ever feel they don’t get enough because love is really answer. She was a true gem in the world.

Furthermore the recent death of Patrick Swayze has touched me very deeply because he had pancreatic cancer. People need to fight to stay positive and live their life continuously to the fullest. His strength brought hope to many people, but his battle lost when his body became too weak. It was his time to go and he had lived a fulfilling life teaching many people things no body could ever imagine. He taught about love, a love which can build on us no matter what to work hard and enjoy life.

Tenacity is a part of us and needs to be cherished always. It is the tenacity which builds our lives to make strides and feats which every human being needs in their lifetime. It gives us the right to live our lives in what ever career we are passionate for. No body can take this away and no one can ever denounce any one who has a passion for a particular career. Every one is meant to perform at their best and be happy. The many people who died this summer had passions for different things.

Guiding our passion to do something good leads to guiding ourselves to the person we eventually fall in love with. Love comes in different packages. We learn the gifts our family gives us to open our minds and open our hearts. A feeling to distribute our feelings to a single woman or man who will help guide us through the rest of our life. Faith is correlated with every body and eventually we will all see this. Just remember to embrace every second life has to offer because we just don’t know when our time is up. Every summer brings an interesting feature and this is the summer which brought many people to the other side because faith is bringing us together.

I know the times go by quickly, but I will be posting again soon. Oh yeah, my current fiction story about light year is still going on in my notebook. Don’t forget to read up on it. It is a good story. It will be posted more soon.

OUT, J