Living cells and Life in general change very quickly by the aspect of life itself.  Take a living cell for instance like a red blood cell.  When a red blood cell goes through the body in its blood vessels.  Sometimes its free and clear and can get back to the heart after delivering Oxygen and nutrition and sometimes or most times there is traffic and things can happen as quickly as that due to plaque formation in the arteries or other pathologies like a traumatic AV fistula, or better yet on the way back to the heart everything builds up between the valves of the veins in body and creates a Thrombosis.  Better than that when it reaches the heart, the red blood cell may not reach its destinations in the heart to get to the lungs right away to come back to the heart and back to the rest of the body from the Aorta.  Anyway, Living cells are very unpredictable and change much like how life in general changes. For instance, Synapses in the brain change over time that is why you get neurological disorders like Parkinson’s disease or Multiple Sclerosis.

Life in general happens for a reason to change.  It happens in business and that is why business is so complicated and confusing for most people.   Relationship status’s can change over time, you can be in love with someone so much and then you decide one day you are no longer in love, wanting to love someone else instead breaking the other one’s heart.

Life is a sand dune that people must climb  and climb, and slide and slide, whether its sliding a lot or a little or building the strength up inside you to climb the whole sand dune.

Anyway, Life changes so quickly that can we say 1/10 of a second by a 1/1o of a second or  can we say 1/1,000,000,000,000… of a second by a 1/1,000,000,000,000,… of a second.

It is very true. Whether its a living cell in the body, a electron or a proton, photocells, sound barriers, light, or anything that brings on our life like business, it changes so quickly that we can not put a fix on anything. Life has to be F-L-E-X-I-B-L-E and A-D-A-P-T-A-B-L-E.

Anyway, have a good day,

posting later on,

out, J

The human life is much more different than any other species lives especially the maltese dogs.  Humans have the ability to reason and to know when to  how to make their lives better.  You have many different types of human beings.  The two main types of humans are Neurotypicals and Autism Spectrumites.  Then that goes into smaller and smaller categories till it becomes you.  People say that Autims Spectrum Disorders is an epidemic, but if you say that then Neurotypicals is an epidemic too.  It just depends on your own perspective. Anyway, the reason why there are NT’s and Aspies in the world so that their will be acceptance and lending a helping hand in this world. What I do mean is that NT’s have their strength with much less anxiety while Aspies weakness is that we have much more anxiety than the rest of those NT’s.  Whenever I hear people say the word ‘Cure’ it bothers the heck out of me.

Autism Spectrumites, yes need to find a medication that can ease anxiety and allow to go with ease with the rest of the world.  How many times have you seen an Asperger person fall underneath the cracks or how many times have you seen an Asperger person have a meltdown.

Anxiety is a big factor on the whole spectrum, but especially with Asperger people like myself.

Life is not a bowl of cherries like one of my friends thinks it is.  Life is a lot and I mean a lot more than that.

The independecy clause that most asperger people like myself talk about all the time needs to be put in to action.  Its like this though, I know plenty of other asperger people that live with their parents far longer than they anticipate because it takes a long time for them to accept everything that independency requires.

First of all, You must except changes in life whether small or big or medium sized, next you must accept responsibilites, adapting to a way of life that is accepted.  For instance, there are many rules in life that are needing to be taken into account some more than others.

If you read Temple Grandin and Sean Barron’s book they explain this is greater detail, but temple grandin explains that life can be broken up in to categories and subcategories in your mind.

When someone says that asperger people are stubborn, it is the fact that when one light switch goes on the other light switch can not go on at the same time like with neurotypicals.

They say asperger people like myself need to be cured, eh, but I say that at a very early age asperger kids need to be taught and instilled in their big brains that the there are two things in life child and adult, you can only be a child once up until adolescence and then you must start acting like an adult slowly till you reach adulthood in college and you act that way for the rest of your life till you need dependency in seniorhood.

Life is about living until we die.  Let death come until we have lived life to the fullest and complete in seniorhood.

There are a few things in life, accepting and adapting to changes which is big, and the fact that we all make mistakes in life because its the only way to learn.

The cure in autism is just a facade that everyone is trying to think will help us aspies in the world.   Medicine can just do so much in this world and essentially once you do a good thing something bad also happens as well.  If there were a cure for autism, what about positive attributes of autism, what about that? what will happen to somebody who is a savant autistic person and all of a sudden can’t remember jack when they get cured. Or what happens when an aspie loses his smarts because his negative autistic traits were cured.

Every single time you do one thing in medicine, a opposite happens.

anyway, post later on,

out, J

People say that…

when you receive something of value from a friend is better than receiving nothing at all to remember that person by.  Others say it doesn’t matter you can just remember and write it down.

You be the judge!

Later on there is a story I will write down about friend(s) I made that I just remember without something of value in my hands to remember them by. Its like when in Harry potter, Sirius gave Harry a mirror to remember him by, but did that help Harry at all?

May be its best just recollect memories and write stories instead.

You be the judge!

I get the notion that some friends I know either find reasons to make themselves too busy for me and make me feel ignored.

Well here is to those people…

You be the judge!

out, J

I feel that people are liers all the time. In the past 2 years, I have been lied to several times by people I know. People say one thing and they do another or people try and force me to do things I do not want to do. When I think about the amount of Big Fat Liars in the world I think to myself, what has happened to this world.

What ever happened to telling the truth? Anyway, may be people don’t want to tell the truth because if they did, they’d be exposed so naked in the street everyone would see. I remember that there are people in the world you know and there are people in the world you work with that will lie to make themselves look good.

Lying is good on this planet, but once you get up to the eternal one, he’ll see you for every nick and craney you did here on earth. He’ll expose you, embarrass you, and make you feel wretched inside. But, afterwards after all that has ended you’ll no why it doesn’t pay to lie.

When we lie, it is because we are ashamed of something that has been done or said so we use the lie as a means to become the truth even though it is not the truth.

The truth shall set you free or will it… is what some people say.

Well, it doesn’t really set you free by making you not have to deal with it, but it creates a sense of exposure and makes you feel powerless at first. People want to feel powerful even if they have to lie to feel that way.

Power is very important for every one, but to every one in the world there are different levels of POWER.

I know I give TOO MANY people I know POWER over me, but that is my fault. See, I come first and I AM THE POWERFUL one towards me not anybody else.

I shouldn’t give ANYONE power over myself. I should have full power for myself first.

No body and I mean no body deserves to be powerful over another person because that is how tyrants form.

Money gives power, but love gives respect. The only way respect happens is by telling the truth. Yet, every body lies and lies for good reason. The don’t want to expose themselves, their afraid, their sure that people won’t love them because of it, they are sure if they lie and not tell the truth they will be respected more. WRONG, you will be less respected.

I know people and we all know people in this world that lie. It goes down to simple to very more complex lies.

It also happens because every body in this world doesn’t want to be exposed or caught with their pants down.

think of at least 100 moments in the past 30 seconds of now of times you lied in your life.

I bet everybody can think of at least 1,000,000 moments of lying in the next 30,000 seconds.

There are different reasons for each lie as well.

Well, anyway, from the last post where I told things about CR, that was really something that SG told me about at the party especially the one about CR smelling like a fossil.

anyway, its all good,

out, J

Love is a fire that burns through the wind,
delivering to people that crave it and want it.

There is life, there is love in life,
the love for you is the love you give.

Love can be stronger than steel or a flab of fat,
bouncing from one person to the next.

Steel of love is hard and never bounces off,
and the people who have it hold on to it.

Fat of love is soft and bouncy,
going from one to the next to the next.

People with  Fat of love  deliver  love
to every one they find who wants it.

These could be what you call,
the lower than low in life.

Or you have the steel of love that
surround people that don’t bounce their love around.

You may call people weak or strong or
in between weak and strong, but you know
people will be whoever they intend to be.
You have the strong, you have the weak,
weak are the fat love and the strong are the steel of love.
Seek and you shall find, but don’t bounce your love around,
to the point that your love is there and gone the next.
There are people that are weak like that
and feel the need to act out their love the majority of the time.
Don’t feel that love is something you need to spread
when  you have someone to love instead.
Love is an angel that carries through
the good that two people share.
They love each other, they care for one another,
but they never ever share it with others.
To know two people that share everything
with each other and never give it away,
is a blessing that needs to be shown to g-d as example
to the rest of the world.
they’re men and women that may not do this and
must think twice about not doing it.
Its important for love stay true,
not be a flab of fat bouncy and remote.
To find someone you talk and understand oneanother,
repeat to yourself, do I love this person? every few weeks, months.
If you love them you marry, if not, you move on,
if not wanting to move on, you find a friend in them.
Friends are hard to come by. I know, I am aware.
You may only have one or two true friends in your life
who to be there and comfort you. If more, g-d bless you.
if not anyone may you have more blessing in your life.
It always good to know when and where to bounce
your love around to people that you feel need it.
I knew people that were as steel as steel or as fat as fat.
The fat as fat were smooching and trying to get in
everyone’s pants. the steel of steel wouldn’t let anyone at all.
Moderation is the key in life that will  find the
true meaning for most people. I know women and men that go either
one way or the other but very few that go inbetween.Anyway, gotta get going, enjoy!

out, J

 There are so many ways for a person to live. You can live from anywhere from a few hours to a few days to  a few years to even longer and longer years.  Just take a look at the positive perspectives on life and good will happen.  Just take a look at my grandma because she turns 86 years old today after a whole previous messy year filled with stroke.  Take a look at animals which its easier to look at lower animals in the whole mix of the thing.

Dogs are the closest animal friend that people have but who says we can not be friends with all animals even the ones most people think are vicious creatures. Vicious creatures are just misunderstood. Yet the only animals I don’t like are BATS, for that matter the rodent family is very very dirty when they are not in labs.

Sometimes to understand other animals, you have look deep inside and stand in their shoes.  Its almost like people with asperger syndrome like myself.  Us aspies are very misunderstood and mostly want to be accepted and life focused.  Sometimes you got to put things into perspective and know that when any animal is different from the other animals things go badly. The different animal who is misunderstood does stuff outrageous and obscure.  That doesn’t mean though that you can tell that animal who is different and doing outrageous things that the animal has to be isolated from his/her peers.

Animals of all kinds like humans, dogs, cats, fish, birds, rodents, … are all in dire need of acceptance into this world. Rabies is like a drug that animals take  to escape from the real world like when humans take drugs or use alcohol or smoke for escape.

So, take a little heart out trying to accept animals of all kinds, by not yelling or kicking them out. You can ignore them, but at least smile at them, you’ll see that they might smile back.  This is a metaphor because it happens to people on the spectrum a lot like me.

Has anyone ever seen a paraplegic dog, cat, or any other type of animal? That is what I am talking about.

I know that people have lives and that not every one can see every one they know and talk and talk and do things with. But, if you see someone you know, smile at least.

Anyway, gotta get going, I will post later on,

out,

J

The world as we know it today.  I thought I had a friend, but he made a joke out of me and now I am thinking twice about whether he is a friend or not.  This happens a lot of the time, and why, because the world isn’t so friendslike as it says they are.

I had met this person a year and a half ago through a very good friend of mine.   I was warned that this person (man) I met you could not take everything he says by heart. He is a clown. He is the type of person you just to have laugh with/at and not think anything of what he says.   Anyway, enough of this.

I need to  live the world I need to live without hearing every word I hear and listen to the important things that are necessary for me.  If life were like the game of pictures and acting out our words, I’d live the world so much easier.  But, its also mostly about talking and listening to the words that come out even though I can’t comprehend everything that comes out to my ears.  So, it comes down to compromise in life.

The world as we know it is compromising.  We have to do things out of necessary compromise so all can understand. Not everyone understands that, but some people do.

It also comes down to teaching others what others don’t know. If someone knows how to listen but not to see in pictures, then teach that person how to see in pictures, but obviously not a blind person.  Or if someone sees everything and thinks in pictures, teach them how to listen and so on.

well, compromise is a big part of life as we know it.  I learned something from that person who made a joke out of me, and that is this, select carefully who you listen to and who you don’t. A big judgement problem with people with AS when we have trouble listening in the first place.

out, J

Love is an everlasting realm of human existance. First you love g-d, then you love your family, then you love people you come in contact with throughout your life that care about you almost like second, third, fourth, fifth, … family.

Basically, the world has love and the world has hate. Love can be hateful, and hateful can be loveful. Love can also be loving, and hating can be hating. When someone says that they hate a particular person it goes very far and wide across this world and beyond.

When someone hates someone else, then there hate goes nowhere near g-d and neither do they. Instead they go to somewhere else that will try and ease they hate back to love.

G-d is love and filled with much of it. He spreads his love to everyone and everything in this world. You either take it and use the love or throw it away like garbage. Love is a present from g-d. Take it or leave it.

Not every one in the world is going to be your friend, yet you have to realize that its not that they hate, because if they do you know where they’re going, its that they can’t accept you for who you are and all your imperfections. comment on something I am misisng.

Anyway, this is the last thing I am going to say. You can love everyone but don’t measure up to them, fend for yourself once in a while and do the things that give you meaning and give you the feeling of something that is yours.

I am the person who can do the right things, be the right person, take care of my own needs without any one else doing it for me, I am the person who believes in himself not needing someone to believe it for me.

And another thing, I don’t need to be nurtured all of the time anymore, may be when only when I truly do need it in times of desperation.

The thing speaks for itself,

Out, J