Now we are back in the Adult life again wondering what those last two posts were about.  Think of all the things which lead us in to a life of misery and also those things which lead us in to a life of happiness.  A happy story can begin and end happy.  It all depends on you.  When we are born, we are born happy because our mother brought us in to this world.  When we die, we either keep the happiness or die in misery.

Misery loves company, happiness seems to not love company so much.  How come?  For whatever reason, there seems to be a constant attention for negative misery than positive happiness.  I will get this whole world to change their perceptions on the world.

Many people who believe in a cure for Autism or believe vaccines cause Autism or are searching for something to end Autism Spectrum Disorders is only thinking of the negative life has to offer.  You must think of the positive Joy in life.  Joy to the World the people have come!

The people are coming and the people are enjoying their lives, please let them do so.

I know the song, the Circle game which goes like this sung by Joni Mitchell:

“Yesterday a child came out to wonder
Caught a dragonfly inside a jar
Fearful when the sky was full of thunder
And tearful at the falling of a star
Then the child moved ten times round the seasons
Skated over ten clear frozen streams
Words like, when youre older, must appease him
And promises of someday make his dreams
And the seasons they go round and round
And the painted ponies go up and down
Were captive on the carousel of time
We cant return we can only look behind
From where we came
And go round and round and round
In the circle game

Sixteen springs and sixteen summers gone now
Cartwheels turn to car wheels thru the town
And they tell him,
Take your time, it wont be long now
Till you drag your feet to slow the circles down
And the seasons they go round and round
And the painted ponies go up and down
Were captive on the carousel of time
We cant return we can only look behind
From where we came
And go round and round and round
In the circle game

So the years spin by and now the boy is twenty
Though his dreams have lost some grandeur coming true
Therell be new dreams, maybe better dreams and plenty
Before the last revolving year is through
And the seasons they go round and round
And the painted ponies go up and down
Were captive on the carousel of time
We cant return, we can only look behind
From where we came
And go round and round and round
In the circle game”

These lyrics Joni Mitchell sings is the purpose of our lives.  We are built on a cycle. If we build negative energy in to the cylce, everybody becomes negative.

Think of this realistically and change your mindset. Never say anything like : I wish, I can’t, I hope, I pray, …

These are examples of just a few negative phrases to say.  A prayer is something which is not just something said in your religion, a prayer could be as simple as saying ‘Hello’ or ‘Goodbye’ or even ‘Goodnight/Good Morning’.  You don’t need to go to Temple, Church, or any place you worship to say a prayer.

Prayers are very strong and everybody makes a new prayer a day. If it is negative, negative happens, if it is positive, positive happens.

Take your life and take with stride.  I am trying my hardest to this everyday now never to say any one single word which can hurt me in the end.

Life is a journey of millions or billions of words.  This is a world with many different types of people who say many different types of words.  Each word is a powerful saying which can lead you in either direction.

OUT, J

I know if you stick to your gut and believe in yourself, things will happen for the better.  I know things seemed to go to the children area on my site in the most recent post, but I think we should all think of our past which made us feel special.  A special moment in history makes us all realize our true potential in life.  In Adaptations, there is a member in the group who is obsessed with Mr. Rogers.  Many of the other members don’t like hearing  it and neither do I, I am realizing Mr. Rogers did have some points he did bring up which are positive.  He tried to instill in all of us the initial experience of the world when we were children.  Mr. Rogers kept on telling us stuff like sharing and staying humble.  I think this member has a point there with sharing, but I think he is missing one piece the puzzle and that is to stay as humble as equal to the world as you can be.

There is one other cartoon which taught us as well, I’d like to share a video with you about this cartoon.  It is He-Man.  He-Man was a cartoon which taught Social Skills and positive energy to the world.  Telling us when we are negative things don’t happen properly and stuff happens where we feel very upset. Things happen for a reason and I know we will all be the better person who will succeed at whatever little or big success we all want to achieve. I know not every one can achieve the same things.

I loved the He-Man cartoons because of the things which were taught to me or at least tried to teach me.

Hope you enjoy…

These are the lessons He-Man taught us:

I know I will post soon…Take it easy and I hope you understand what I am talking about with the positive energy which needs a twizzler to form a Tornado to swoosh away the negative forever. Twizzlers make mouths happy.

You should think about your favorite cartoon which brought out the good in you.

OUT, J

The capablilities for people to work and get paid at a Job are very important for anybody to realize.  These capabalities include time management, organization, boundaries, quality work, asking questions when you need to, listening skills, learning, realizing imperfection exists, teaching others, and taking responsiblity for your actions.  These issues are very important to think about.  The school I create will not only teach every student the concepts to work in Ultrasound, but will also teach every student to be a good worker as well as social skills.  I think the current Ultrasound Schools all over the country lack teaching every student to be a good worker and social skills.  The name of my school will be called the Buena Salud Ultrasound School to respect people who taught me Ultrasound and also I needed a name which was better than using Patch Adams’ name he gave to his hospital.

It is very important and like somebody told me, it is probably good in the long term to do this type of school.  I first need to find an area I can build a school like this and research every statistic to get a really good school up there.

The Buena Salud Ultrasound School will help all those who are like me on the Autism Spectrum willing to learn and anybody else willing to learn Ultrasound, but have trouble learning due to a learning disability.  I hope everything happens for me in this school and I hope I can make a big difference in this world.  Buena Salud Ultrasound School will have a great reputation to allow students to work with the externship site they are given who will be able to work with the students.

It is a vision I have which can be done.  Think of all the ways in which Ultrasound can change people’s lives and have successors in life working for you.  We all need a successor in life. We need to show people how to be capable at a paid working job.  I am told though I need to realize not everyone is capable of working. I wish this was not true.

Buena Salud, Buena Salud Ultrasound School!!!!!

Let’s do it, anybody else in with me!!!!!!
OUT, J

Ultrasound is a perfect job for somebody on the Autism Spectrum to be able to see the details no body else can see.

I would like to start an Ultrasound school strictly for anybody on the Autism Spectrum to go to learn from me.

How would everyone love this? I and the rest of this school I will create will honor other Spectrumites to learn this trade to become a contributing member of society.

I think from all the people seeing the ABCnews.com site, no body would deny an externship to an Individual with Autism Spectrum Disorder.

I want to be able to help out the rest of the Autism Spectrum community do work which will be not only lifesaving to them, but rewarding to them as well since they can also save other lives.

Anybody can do anything they put their mind to, it just takes time and practice.  Ultrasound especially in Cardiac and Vascular is an art form which a person with an ASD can see small details no body else can see.

Take it easy,

OUT, J

I do what I need to do in order to get what I want.  Many people in my life right now pull tricks on me because they may seem as if I am a  fool.   They don’t realize I am no and as soon as they realize I am not,  I have pulled the rug right in front their faces making them fall flat on their face.  I will do this all the time to prove to this world who I am and what I can do.  I encourage all other Individuals with Autism Spectrum Disorders to do the same I do to make the rest of the world seem like a fool.  Anybody who thinks Individuals with Autism Spectrum Disorders are fools are really the fools themselves. We are the smart ones out there, and all the Neurotypicals in the world are the fools who don’t realize our full potential in life.  We can do so much more with ourselves if you give us early intervention and accept us as people who live in this world too.

Think about this and never do anything to hurt us or create a sense we are fools because all of you are the fools who think this about us.

A fool is someone not realizing someone else is smart so they will do whatever it takes to show the smart ones are stupid.  Usually caused by Jealousy.  Jealousy hurts a lot when a Neurotypical person does things to smart good people to hurt them.

Don’t ever hurt someone who is smarter than you because you are Jealous.  I find I have been hurt so many times in my life.  People can be really cruel in this world.  No body needs to see another person who is being cruel to me or someone else on the Autism Spectrum.  No body deserves to be hurt.

In any case, I hope I can continue to do better things in this world.

posting again soon,

OUT, J

The Sun is just beginning to rise with me.  I just wonder what life has installed for me now.  The Sun will not set until the day I am old and gray lying on my bed.

The moment my life gets moving I have so much more to do in such a long and short lifespan.  We only have 130 years of life which most people really do not live this long anyway.

Most people are lucky to live to 100 years old.  I want to live as long as I can to give this world what it needs from everybody and that is sticking with one another at all costs as equals.  We are all equals in this world.

No body is above anybody else.  We can be leaders to lead, but that is because most people in the world need a leader to lead them.  So, here we are.

Take in to consideration your life is a one in a billon shot to make a difference.  We are all this way. We all have something to give to this world. Think of your talents you can give. Never think of how much you get out of it, just do it, like Nike!

People may be grateful and want to give gifts, accept them, but always say “this was not necessary, thank you anyway I love it. Your generosity is great too.”

Everybody needs a feeling of joy in their life.  No body should feel like they are angry at the world or feeling down.  Everybody can and will be good people as well.

Think of this and the Sun will rise stronger for the whole world to see, and one day the Sun will never set until we are all old and gray.

I hope all of us can enjoy every land which has been made for us including Eretz Yisrael, the land of Israel.  Israel is a land which many people in the world can enjoy too, and we need to understand this even Jewish people like myself.  History and even Prehistory from lands on Earth is a way to show how we can all learn from the past mistakes of our ancestors.

Have a wonderful week and enjoy the Sun while you can!

OUT, J

I have a great new positive week ahead of me, ones which will fill me up so much.  I love my work and I love to help people.  It takes a long time for me to interact with people, but eventually I get it right with boundaries and social skills.

I will be opening up a surprise for Rockland County. I will be starting an ASAN (Autistic Self-Advocacy Network) social support group in Rocklanad.  I will be the leader of the group.  I will direct events such as parks, zoos, and any other fun stuff Individuals on the Autism Spectrum would love to enjoy. We will all support oneanother as well.

This group will be all about Neurodiversity and NOT thinking ever there is a cure for Autism Spectrum Disorders, since there is NOT one.  I will change everyone’s perspective in Rockland since many Rocklanders are ignorant.

I hope finally Rockland County, New York can finally be up on the times and allow me to start my ASAN group with just Individuals on the Autism Spectrum in my group.  I will lead this group and help out.  ASAN is a great organization with all its humbleness in the world.  I look forward to working with Ari and the other people from ASAN.

I really want to help out and be a part of the greatness this world has in potential to see the light always.

This is a world with so many Individuals on the Autism Spectrum who have the potential to be Contributing Members of Society.

Thank you very much for every one support of Drivemomcrazy.com.

This is going to be a great week!  I will have the best work week ever with the doctor I work for.

OUT, J

I find my ultimate happy place lies in the medical field where I can be watching the Human Anatomy as it is in motion.  I find it is amazing to me to see myself grow and learn from this.  I learned another test on Friday which is not that hard to do at all.  Nothing is hard to do as long as I have a way of learning from somebody who can teach me well.  I always have had great teachers teaching me well from elementary school up until now doing things in the medical field to help people.  I am on a constant thirst for knowledge.

My happy place lies where I have myself engrossed in looking at Human Anatomy.  I have been to the Bodies Exhibit many times already because it makes me happy.  It is expensive to go, but it makes me feel happy to go.  When I go to work I clap my hands because I am happy to do something to see Human Circulatory System Anatomy.  I will always love it. I even love talking about it, reading it, talking about my reading materials, and listening to lectures on it.

My second part of the Human Anatomy I love is the Brain and the mind.  I love so much about this part of the body as well.  A balance test for ENG is very interesting as well.  A doctor has somebody like me look at the Central Nervous System, the eyes, and the inner ear to determine what causes dizziness. It is something I just didn’t realize was so interesting as well.  Hey, if it is in the Human Anatomy, I love it.

I think it is amazing to watch this as well. I had a good teacher teaching me how to do things with it.  When you don’t get taught to do something and you feel very strange having to be told to try it, it is hard to do.  Anybody needs to be taught first and taught well.  I love to learn and I need to understand everything about why I am doing it especially if it is in the Human Anatomy which is my happy place. To think about the Circulation, the Brain, the Mind,  Sensory system, Digestive system, Muscles and bones, …

I used to do this all the time when I was quiet, now I am driving my mom crazy with unimportant stuff and forgetting to always keep my interest in my mind to make me feel happy and relaxed. My feeling is I need to balance my life now. Balancing a life not to a time where I was quiet or not now where I am constantly talking, but to future where I can know when to talk and when to be quiet in peace of mind with my special interest.

Anyway, I just thought about all of this since I need to realize my strengthened areas.  It feels so great.

I like to think about how every organ in the body works and works together well. It makes me wonder about how every cell in the body is a living cell and has a life cycle.   In the end, we have a life cycle as well.  Nothing lasts forever unfortunately and the Human Body isn’t perfect either.  The Human Body if perfect can last up to 130 years of life.  Very few people can live to 130 years of life.  We must try hard to live our life to the fullest by learning from experiences which have hurt us or from an experience where we made mistakes.  We only live here for a certain amount of time so we must experience each day as positively as we can.  Happiness is so important in this world because it makes us feel positive for anybody.

I know I have Asperger Syndrome, but with every individual with Asperger Syndrome who has been through rough times in their lives should be able to live in happiness like other people.  Our experiences have hurt us and it brings our self-esteem down where it could take a long time to bring it back up again.  I know many other people have had experiences where their self-esteem was so low, but how can something so low bring people with on the Autism Spectrum even lower.  I guess the issue is sensitivity.  We feel very sensitive and need to draw away from it all.  Feeling sensitive is in our nature, it is built inside of all of us. Some have more, others have less, and people on the Autism Spectrum have even more than anybody else.

We care so much about certain things and other things not so much.  We need to balance our life more. Everybody needs to balance their life more to get where they ought to be at.  I am guessing this is something everybody in the world has trouble with which is why we are all in a Financial Crisis right now.

We are all forgetting our happy places in life which makes us all feel happy and positive.  Many people have gone in to certain fields not because they like it, but because it makes more money.  People should do the career they like because they like it.  I do and I love what I do. I am doing a career which allows me to discover more of my happy interest in the Human Anatomy.  I know it will take awhile till I can make a lot of money, but I can sacrifice money for it.  Everybody should sacrifice more money for a happy career like me.  Something which makes you feel very happy and enjoy life more.  Otherwise it does not matter how much money you have, you could be the most depressed person of all time.  Some unique people are different and are happy, but that is just a few people.

I love my life and I love knowing I can simply go to work in an area of my special interest which makes me happy.  Sometimes I will stay back at work before I go home where I am alone at work thinking of maintaining this feeling.

I must also realize family cares about me and should make me happy as well. It does sometimes and I need to know when I can shut things off with Human Anatomy and when to listen to family. My mom gets upset with me when I can not shut down this interest of mine in Human Anatomy and just enjoy her and the rest of the family.  I just want to enjoy my special interest, but I am realizing now there is more to my life than my special interest. I need to find a happy life in my family as well.

Hope you have a great weekend!

OUT, J