The only one to blame is no one to blame at all.   Autism Spectrum Disorders has no one to blame because it is a genetic disorder.  It is lies in genetic pools and because of the spreading of genes and mass reproduction from every body in the world and the world expanding and mingling with oneanother is the reason why things happen.  All I can say is that Stuff Happens and we need to get over it and help and support those in need.

We must stop trying to blame something or someone for everything and do something about helping out. G-d helps those who help themselves.

So, get up off your behind and do something with your life.

No one likes complainers especially those that try and put blame on to something or someone.

There is no cure for autism spectrum disorder, there is no blame on vaccines for autism spectrum disorders, and there is no blame on anybody for any wrong doing done on you.

When something seems not right or different we must use that difference to help ourselves and when it involves things like neurological conditions like autism spectrum disorders we must support and care.

Sharing is a part of life.  Life’s journey is about acceptance, sharing, caring, living life by helping ourselves … and that everybody has something to give to this world even somebody like myself with Asperger Syndrome.

To get where we need to get to, we need not be ridiculed, bullied, or ostracized.  Instead we need to have a plan of action and help ourselves and help others trying to help themselves.

Think like you can be the man or woman you want to become by never thinking to blame anyone or anything for the differences in life.

Accept this world!

out, J

An article from Port St. Lucie, Florida followed by the link below makes anyone on the Spectrum like myself in total outrage.

http://www.tcpalm.com/news/2008/may/24/30gtteacher-lets-students-vote-out-classmate-5/

The article states that a kindergarten student at an  elementary school in Port St. Lucie, Florida voted out a  child  from the class.  Just because a child is being diagnosed on the Spectrum or had already been diagnosed on the Spectrum in this case Asperger Syndrome, doesn’t mean that the child (or Adult) is excluded from a class (or any adult functions that include organizations, jobs, …) This is an outrageous thing that a teacher performed this in their class.

Every child has the right to learn and be themselves and teachers have to learn to be patient with their students as well as anybody who finds that they can not handle a person on the spectrum whether it is a situation like a classroom with students, jobs, organizations, families, etc.  Everybody has to be as forthright understanding and patient with the Spectrumite who could be having problems with many different aspects of their life including sensory integration, being interested in other people and other subjects that don’t pertain to their special interest, depression from being the lonely one out, anxiety about not knowing how to proceed in social situations so they tend to act out, and being absorbed in their obsessions, etc.

What more can Neurotypical people do?

Understand what Aspies, Auties, and anyone else on the spectrum is like. Learn from us what drives us to anxiety.

I hope that this child and his family gets the last laugh in life.

Anyway, anyone who figures to laugh, tease, or ostracize a child (or adult like myself) because we are on the spectrum and try and influence others to do the same have no right to do that.  The eternal one made us better than that, he made us to help other people who are struggling with certain issues in life and to get everybody back on their feet if we can.  We try to do this, but sometimes it is very hard to since sometimes its too late.

I hope this little boy named Alex does not feel traumatized from this situation too much and gets the last laugh.

This all boils down to the fact that Neurotypicals, all NT’s, need to live with the utmost patience and care for people on this world learning about how different people live.  An Aspie like myself lives in ways far different than a simple Neurotypical person.

Neurotypical people live in a way that they see fit as a world of NT’s only, when that is not the case. That is why some NT’s feel that Autism is caused by VACCINES as Time magazine put on their cover this week. That is a complete a total fabrication and no body should be influenced that VACCINES cause Autism, Aspergers, etc.

BECAUSE this is a GENETIC DISORDER caused by genes.  Vaccines do not alter anything in the brain to cause people to be on the Autism Spectrum.

Look at the World History as we know it!  People on the Spectrum have existed for centuries.  We just have not accepted it until 1994 when the DSM IV first came out.  But, as soon as people saw it on the DSM they insisted it must be an epidemic, but that is not true.

We just have been accepting it and becoming more aware of it from that fact.

The facts show it and the facts reveal that this is Genetic ONLY!!!

Anyway, thanks to this teacher, this child is probably traumatized that he can’t go to the school that he wanted to learn at.   Also, many other Spectrumites lived traumatizing events too and that is an outrage as well not from something like this, but due to bulleying.

In some instances this can be considered bulleying and influencing students to not like a particular student.

Take it easy,

out, J

The World Science Festival begins on May 29th and ends on June 1st. I can’t wait for this event to happen.

Be sure to try and see me at least at the Street Fair festivities. I am wanting to go to a least a few events.

www.worldsciencefestival.com

posting later on,

out, J

I see people like the Interview with George very much so…. Well, there will be more George Berdejo on the Website coming soon…

Aspergia Greets the episodes return this week!

more poetry to come…

one more thing, I know that I am a Registered Echo Tech and soon be much more than that.

And another thing, take life by horns of the bull and ride it in the wind.

Positive energy is everywhere…. Protons YES! (NO Electrons please)

out, J

As everyone sees the status of the world today, Gas is going to be 10 dollars a gallon by the end of 2009.  7 dollars by January 2009, and 5 dollars by the end of the summer, so what do we do in the United States.

I figure let’s go back to horse and buggy.  Who cares about cars, buses, trucks, etc, let’s go back to horse and buggy.

I think that is the best way to deal with it until the world gets sense into themselves to lower gas to at least 2 dollars a gallon.

This is getting ridiculuous.  I drive and its a pain in a butt.

Anyway, think  about that as well as exercising our feet more.

out, J

Wait, what am I trying to say here.  If I never existed, what would this world be like anyways.  I feel that if I never existed people all over would seem happier, sadder, or angrier.

What would you feel?  It all boils down to this, do we all have something to give to this world? May be none of us realize it yet, but may be we do have something to give to this world.

Having Asperger Syndrome does give me something to give to this world, and that is to show the world that life is not about to being mean and bullying people around, but about  the love and affection that we give for one another and the the fact that we should be less envious/jealous of people too.  The more love and affection we give to each other the better off we will be in this whole world.  The less likely we will be envious/jealous of each other either.

We should all be proud of our talents and never strive for trying to perform our limitations in this world that show are jealousy and envy.

My world is kind of like trying to control these people that have envy and jealousy because it is wrong.  The more that we have people jealous or envious, the more that people of this world will continue to go to war.  The beginnings of a war if you think about it start out with someone or some people that are jealous or better yet envious of a person or a group of people.

There are many wars in this world like the one in Iraq, little wars even in your own neighborhood.  That is when people need to decide whether or not it is right to start the war in the first place or be at peace with their own self thinking that my talents are fine and I have something to give to this world.

They’re so many people out there that are envious of other people because they don’t realize what their talents show the world.   When you go and do something to hurt another person because you are envious, it tends to make you look bad as well.

Sometimes they’re people in this world that are so envious they become a know-it-all and sometimes they’re people in this world that are so envious that they become backstabbing manipulators that try and and do whatever to hurt the other person they are envious of.

Sometimes both being a know-it-all and a manipulator show all over their faces all at once.

I have come across several people in my life that are a know-it-all and a manipulating jerk.  I don’t like it when I see people like that.

Why can’t people just be within themselves and be happy with that?

I don’t understand this.

Anyway, there is a huge difference between jealousy and envy, those that are jealous just don’t see eye to eye, and those that are envy start wars of rage just like Cane started on Abel.

Think of many different words of wisdom and triumph over your jealousies by not allowing your rage set in.

So, one more time What if I never existed?

out, J

Well, there are more than one thing I am looking forward to soon….

Soon I find out if I won my writing contest with my friend in the Writer’s Market Magazine Fiction Contest.
Hugh Dancy and his film Adam.

ABC News.com gig

lot’s more positive things for me…

anyway, take it easy,

out, J

From Dusk to Dawn,

by Jason Ross

Dark,
Dark in the night,
I sense using my nose
the rights of my life
noticing that my nose
senses it all.
It is dark in the night,
riding my life with a
scent or two or three.
There comes a time
when all that is said is done.
You must go through the dark night
by yourself sensing with all the
senses of your living body.
No matter how hard it may hurt,
it can achieve the greatest fortune
of your life.
One day I sat on the bench,
in the dark night,
thinking it was nothing but a bench
because I felt and smelt it like a bench.
I sat there wondering,
wondering about my whole life
in this crazy world we live in.
This crazy world we live in
stores the mighty truth
of what our life means at the moment.
It might mean something or nothing at all,
yet it might just mean that
I must continue in the dark till
the bright sunny day appears in the morning.
The bright sunny day has not appeared for
three days, three days of darkness ever
since the three days ago when a
meteor struck and darkened the world.
Many have died for many reasons
that caused death, I sit here wondering
on this bench, am I next to go?
Then appears a light in the far distance
a star that is smaller than the sun
and I run and run to it, but it falls quickly
over my head to the other distance in the sky.
So, I wait and wait till my darkness falls
and my light appears.
the greater good and greater fear lies in the
midst of our in between.
I sit and I wait, troubles itinerate
and light up the room with a single
candle to my initial
liberation of the light.
Feeling my fortunes coming abound
only when this candle achieves the
light I want.  Hope it may be, strength
it could become, yet the light that comes
from it is the light that I made.
A candle is hope that one day a light
will appear far greater than it.
The candle died out, and I am left in the
dark, with only my smells, sounds, and touch
to gather where I am at.  My eyes have adjusted
to the darkened sky until a moment when
shooting star passes by once again.
It has been four days, four days of darkness
since that meteor crashed, and I am left in the dark.
All of a sudden I hear some flashes of noise,
the noise gets closer and closer until my
mind tricks me in to thinking it is gone.
Then, my friends appear in the darkness
with a few flashes of light in a wand.
I travel with them and they seem to be
look different in the darkness of the night.
Then, we fall in to a pit, falling and falling
until the night has emitted a spark of light.
The spark came from the pit that we all
fell into.  Lifting ourselves up in a slimey
pit is like food trying to regurgiate from
the stomach when food is distastiful to the stomach
since we are in the dark and the darkness doesn’t
help getting ourselves out of this pit.
Life’s journey in this four days almost five days of
darkness has been blind from what we could see.
One friend yells,  “hello, help”
another friend yells “over here”
and I yell “I just am at the top.”
It felt as if the pit we were in was
a ditch that was as deep as a infinite
black hole.
Since the pit that I felt I was at the top,
was just a large crevice cave in the pit
I was sitting in.
Over there, I see light finally,
but this time it is a unicorn
riding towards me going from
place to place lighting up the sky
temporarily.  I sit there waiting for that
unicorn to come to me and instead
I watch myself close my eyes
and open them I am sitting in a very
brightly lit up castle where they’re many
people watching over me, many I know, many I knew,
many i know of, and many I definitely knew of.
They sat there sitting and clapping…
Then a triumphant being comes towards me
as I wonder who he or she is.
The triumphant being greets me and
lifts me up to the light higher and higher
till the one time my eyes are forward and clear
for the first time in a while since the darkness
of the night.
I watch down at a body lying on the ground
where they’re many people looking to see what
had happened. I was also wondering till I saw that
I was the body, it was me, I had died.
I began to try and cry, but I couldn’t since I had
no tears.
The tears were all on other people’s faces at
what looked like people gathering to see me.
An apparent occasion had happened which
led this unfortunate occasion.
Now I sit and I wait up here to see what happens
next, until I see a waterfall from a cave and jump in
and out of it smothering myself in water.
The water felt good, and so did I, finally
I can move on to a greater good of my life.
Now, I wake up from a dream and I am lying on my
bed about to get up ready for the day.
I wondered what the greater good of my life
will bring for me finally.
Take your life, and take it with a breeze of the winds
falling allover you smothering your ever presence,
in this world the only thing that will be is the
life you make of it.

enjoy the poem and work hard,

out, J