looking in the mirror is better for oneself I am finding out…

there must be something I do, that makes people disgusted and run away from me. Either they just run away or have nothing to do with me anymore. May be its because I seem so desperate at times that I need a friend that they feel that I am a pest. May be its because they see I am desperate. This whole lingo in life is Get what you want from people and never look at that person again if that person is not worthwhile.

Being worthwhile is very important.

I am completely disgusted with myself and the 2 or 3 times a year I look myself in the mirror, now I will not look myself in the mirror at all. See, looking myself in the mirror is very hard so I don’t do it.

Most of the time I feel completely ashamed of what I look like that I don’t look myself in the mirror.

But, may be that is the problem. May be if I look myself in the mirror and try it out everyday, it will become natural and my ego will get better.

Ego is very important, but not to become an egomaniac like some people I know.

When someone like myself don’t like themselves, it shows to others, and then the other person(s) don’t like me to begin with.

There is still hope in this world as there is always hope as long as you are living on this planet.

So, before I enter into the next episode of Aspergia Greets, I land you one thing to tell you about:

We all need to look ourselves in the mirror and to see how we all love ourselves for who we are. Take for instance the notion of excercising and going to a gym. Excercising is very important for the mind, body, and the spirit. It clears up your head and also makes you feel very good about yourself while your body builds up with muscle energy and wind capacity. It also gives good spirit that is like a catalyst to other people that want to be around me or you.

I used to go to the gym and it didn’t work for me then, but may be things will change if I do go to a gym again.

Anyway, may be then and only then positive stuff will happen for me because only the negative has been occuring for the past couple of days.

anyway, posting later on,

out, J

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