Feeling pressured to do something is a common occurance in life.  We feel pressure all the time and can never get away from it.

It is just a part of life that we must all deal with.

posting later on,

out, J

It is definitely a small world after all and I will tell you why.  We are all connected on this planet no matter what anyone else thinks, that is why we shall not limit ourselves to our own culture and flock to everyone.  When looking for a girlfriend, you must not limit yourself to just your own people and culture either.

Remember the song from Disney It’s a small world after all.  Who sung it anyways.  It was a great song way back then and even now. It also has a lot of morals to it.  Lot’s of Disney and Looney Tunes have morals to it.  Even other cartoons have morals to it.

Listen to that song It’s a small world after all and comment on what you think about the lyrics and what it means.

Feel who you are and feel who you can become, don’t leave any person out of your sight even if they are not in your culture because different cultures can be where you find the one will love for the rest of your life.

Take your life, take your strength, take all yourself and move in to this world with utter ways to different cultures learning and discovering new things, new languages, and feelings for other people.

You will love and if you limit yourself, you limit your way of life in utter love.

Don’t take life for granted!

Anyway, posting something else now,

Remember that about life,

out, J

George’s Conference, Advances in Vascular Imaging and Diagnosis Conference, YEH!

I can’t wait for the conference this year!

It is going to be a wonderful, innovative, and interesting conference this year!

post later on,

Out, J

also if the woman that you like is older than you its no big deal because if at least that woman is not 20 years older than you, its okay.  I’d say that there are no rules, but for a general sense you can be with a woman between 5 -10 years older than you, or the woman could be your age or a year or two younger, but that is it in my book.  Anyway, every one writes a different book for themselves because some people feel as long as she is over 18 then its fine.

Anyway, my feeling is older doesn’t matter,  or my age or one or two years younger than me.

Gotta get going,

out, J

How about there song, When love and hate collide?

Anyway I like how the song starts out, here is a glimpse of def leppard’s lyrics to that song, but please listen to that song today…

You could have a change of heart
If you would only change your mind
Instead of slamming down the phone, girl
For the hundredth time
I got your number on my wall
But I ain’t gonna make that call
When divided we stand, baby
United we fall

Got the time, got a chance, gonna make it
Got my hands on your heart, gonna take it
All I know, I can’t fight this flame

You could have a change of heart
If you would only change your mind
Cause I’m crazy ’bout you baby
Time after time

…

I think this song is about the fact that when guys and girls break up, What happens?  They fall a part due to not loving each other anymore.  How can that happen it doesn’t make sense?  When a woman has sense to not love a man anymore it doesn’t make any sense? Life is a journey that we have strides and we have release, and when things happen like break ups, its a huge release.  Take a look at the world around us, if there were no break ups or hook ups, then life would also be boring.  G-d created man and woman in order to find each other’s love for one another.  Not everyone in the world is made for oneanother.  When  men like me with Asperger Syndrome have trouble expressing themselves towards a woman they really enjoy being around and want to share their love,  it is like a fish in the sea that fell in love with a land animal, they just can’t express themselves to that land animal out there.  So, what happens, either the fish try harder or becomes lonely wishing he was a land animal by trying to jump out of the water or accept the fact about being a fish in the water lonely for the rest of his life.

The same goes for me and this probably gets the woman who I like and likes me back very upset and even the women of the future that I will like and will like me back.   So, the idea is not to be a fish in the sea and earn my wings to fly out of the sea and meet that special woman in my life who I love and loves me back.

Here we go now,  here is from Black Eyed Peas song:

Everybody, everybody, let’s get into it.
Get stupid.
Get it started, get it started, get it started.
Let’s get it started (ha), let’s get it started in here.
Let’s get it started (ha), let’s get it started in here.
Let’s get it started (ha), let’s get it started in here.
Let’s get it started (ha), let’s get it started in here.
Yeah. S o let’s have me be a changed man with the notion that I can express myself for the special woman I love, help me out here and offer some advice…

Posting later on,

Out, J

People sometimes take life for granted and I suppose they also take love for granted too.   I know I take love for granted when I messed up specific relationships in my life from a couple of years back and beyond that,  and now people move on. Eh, what can you do!  We all make mistakes and I certainly do.   My friends right now, tell me that it is that woman’s loss not mine because I am a great person who everyone says is very handsome and wonderful all deep inside and out, and very intelligent.  One day I am going to meet that special someone woman in my life even though I so dearly loved that special woman that left me, and the new special someone woman in my life soon to be will be even better than the other one.  May be the other woman I so dearly loved will get jealous that she is not with me.   One thing I learned is that it doesn’t matter what culture the woman you fall in love with is because once you are in love, that’s it, YOU’RE IN LOVE! And there is no stopping at that from falling in love… Many people especially grandma’s and mother’s can try and convince you to only stay within your own, but that is not right because you are only limiting yourself to certain women.

So, Take life, take your life and marry the woman you fall in love with not caring what culture she is from.

That is what I learned from love…

out, J

Here is a song for Abby:

Angel by Sarah Maclachlan,

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There’s always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There’s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don’t make no difference
Escaping one last time
It’s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Abby the maltese dog is probably an angel now in heaven looking down as she was an angel back then before she died that lasted on this earth for almost 17 years… She reminds us still of what good in this world can bring all of us. She was the bitch of all bitches the female dog of all female dogs. Long live Abby’s Spirit! Take life now and ride it in the wind because you know ABBY the maltese dog is watching every move you make from the heaven’s above. She is even watching every one sleep in their beds now… She is a guardian for all…!

Here is a song for my grandfather, David Rosenheck:

Clocks strikes upon the hour
And the sun begins to fade
Still enough time to figure out
How to chase my blues away
Ive done alright up til now
Its the light of day that shows me how
And when the night falls loneliness calls

Chorus:
Oh! wanna dance with somebody
I wanna feel the heat with somebody
Yeah! wanna dance with somebody
With somebody who loves me

Ive been in love and lost my senses
Spinning through the town
Soon or later the fever ends
And I wind up feeling down
I need a man wholl take a chance
On a love that burns hot enough to last
So when the night falls
My lonely heart calls

My grandfather loved to dance and would dance all sorts of dances dragging my dear old grandma eve everywhere from merengue to tango to salsa to anything you can think of dancing. He was also ambidextrus which is remarkable too because I am too. My grandpa dave would probably be proud of me with I am doing with my life now especially because I am doing my passions in life and not just doing any old job that people would be miserable with. I am doing my passions in the medical field in echocardiography and vascular ultrasound especially since my special interest when I was younger was learning more and more about the circulatory system, MY FAVE! My grandpa always enjoyed learning new things and when my grandma eve told me that he was a writer/poet too I got all feeling geez, that is where I got it from. My hero! Anyway, He was g-d’s precious gift and I hope I make him proud up in heaven wherever he is now. I hope I continue to make him proud… Dance up storm now Grandpa! My latin friends would have loved to dance with you probably… Someday when I am old and grey like he was, I will look back and wonder to myself GEEZ, I made a difference!

Finally to my Grandmother Elaine Ross, Here is a song for her:

(Whispered) Let me be your hero

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?

Would you tremble if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh oh please tell me these
Now would you die for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms tonight?

(Chorus)
I can be you hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you’ll always be mine?
Would you lie would you run away
Am I in to deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don’t care you’re here tonight

Chorus

I just want to hold you (2x)
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I don’t care you’re here tonight
You can take my breath my breath away
I can be your hero

This song kind of reflects about my grandma elaine because she was a very positive influential person in a lot of people’s lives because she endured so much strength and kindness inside of her. I am sure she would be very proud of me too.

SNUFFY, BUFFY, PEPIPTO, POPOROACHO, FAT GUY, BARBARIAN, ROSS

His song could be this:

Joe Esposito’s song in Karate Kid Part I:

Try to be best
‘Cause you’re only a man
And a man’s gotta learn to take it

Try to believe
Though the going gets rough
That you gotta hang tough to make it

History repeats itself
Try and you’ll succeed

Never doubt that you’re the one
And you can have your dreams!

You’re the best!
Around!
Nothing’s gonna ever keep you down
You’re the Best!
Around!
Nothing’s gonna ever keep you down
You’re the Best!
Around!
Nothing’s gonna ever keep you dow-ow-ow-ow-own

Fight ‘til the end
Cause your life will depend
On the strength that you have inside you

Ah you gotta be proud
starin’ out in the cloud
When the odds in the game defy you

Try your best to win them all
and one day time will tell
when you’re the one that’s standing there
you’ll reach the final bell!

You’re the best!
Around!
Nothing’s gonna ever keep you down
You’re the Best!
Around!
Nothing’s gonna ever keep you down
You’re the Best!
Around!
Nothing’s gonna ever keep you dow-ow-ow-ho-how-ho-own

INSPIRING GUITAR SOLO

You’re the best!
Around!
Nothing’s gonna ever keep you down
You’re the Best!
Around!
Nothing’s gonna ever keep you down
You’re the Best!
Around!
Nothing’s gonna ever keep you dow-ow-ow-ow-own

Fight ‘til you drop
never stop
can’t give up
Til you reach the top (FIGHT!)
you’re the best in town (FIGHT!)
Listen to that sound
A little bit of all you got
Can never bring you down

You’re the best!
Around!
Nothing’s gonna ever keep you down
You’re the Best!
Around!

Anyway, these songs relate well to all these past lives that meant something in this world…

Tying it all together so people understand is that you must have guts, be a hero with positive energy, be creative and willing learn anything new, and to be an angel all in one in order to be a success in the world. From Snuffy to Grandma Elaine to Grandpa Dave to Abby the maltese dog. (by the way snuffy is Snuffy the Bishon Frise and Sebastian the Yorkie I remember bits and pieces of my own memories cause he died when I was 1 and 1/2 years old ) .

Anyway, live life with Love and compassion and never let that give way from what you want to do… ‘Cause that is exactly what I do.

Speak of the night, I gotta go post more,

Out, J

Love can be painful,

J.S.R.

Loving you is so beautiful,
Loving you is so great,
I love you, I love you my beauty,
I wish you were back,
but you are not.

One day lived a man,
He was odd and eccentric,
but very smart indeed.

He met a woman,
and she was so beautiful
and he thought was so perfect for him.

The both of them,
shared so much together,
common interests, talks, funny moments,
sad moments, silent moments,
and even moments where they
both experienced each other in love.She always hugged him,
He always wanted kiss her,
He never got the chance
to even the series.

When the last chance
came to tell her
that he wanted to kiss her
that chance blew away like
the silent wind that came along,
because just as that chance came
she was gone and out of sight.

He still thinks about that moment,
since he felt for her and fell
in love, she was in love too,
but couldn’t wait forever
for his special moment kiss
to come along.So instead of that faithful
wonderful kiss that could’ve
been, this man felt very
upset that he can’t
express himself for even
the one woman he loved
and wanted to kiss.

Its been awhile
since that happened may be
seems like a very long time
ago, but what can you
say this poor old man
that can’t express himself
for even the one he
truly loved and is now gone:
All we can say is may be
there will be another,
or may be there won’t be,
but if there were another
will she be as great and
wonderful as the the
woman this old man
wanted to kiss
way back when.
I hope you read this poem and think about this old man way back when and say to yourself, geez, how can I help out my friend (s) who are just like this old man who wanted this woman he so dearly loved and wanted to kiss to show his love.

Today when I got off the train at Fulton Street on my way to the Bodies Exhibit for the umpteth time because that is my passion and that is my interest, I found a man and woman kissing at the subway gate and watched as I walked past them. As I went up the stairs to the top and got to the top, I turned around and they were still kissing. Geez, when you are that in love, you kiss for such a long time.

anyway, the moral of the story is: Don’t be afraid to kiss the one you love, even if she is far different than you because women need to know that you are showing your affection for them. If you don’t you make the mistake of a lifetime, trust me even I know…

anyway, posting later on and I will talk to you later,

out, J