The human life is much more different than any other species lives especially the maltese dogs.  Humans have the ability to reason and to know when to  how to make their lives better.  You have many different types of human beings.  The two main types of humans are Neurotypicals and Autism Spectrumites.  Then that goes into smaller and smaller categories till it becomes you.  People say that Autims Spectrum Disorders is an epidemic, but if you say that then Neurotypicals is an epidemic too.  It just depends on your own perspective. Anyway, the reason why there are NT’s and Aspies in the world so that their will be acceptance and lending a helping hand in this world. What I do mean is that NT’s have their strength with much less anxiety while Aspies weakness is that we have much more anxiety than the rest of those NT’s.  Whenever I hear people say the word ‘Cure’ it bothers the heck out of me.

Autism Spectrumites, yes need to find a medication that can ease anxiety and allow to go with ease with the rest of the world.  How many times have you seen an Asperger person fall underneath the cracks or how many times have you seen an Asperger person have a meltdown.

Anxiety is a big factor on the whole spectrum, but especially with Asperger people like myself.

Life is not a bowl of cherries like one of my friends thinks it is.  Life is a lot and I mean a lot more than that.

The independecy clause that most asperger people like myself talk about all the time needs to be put in to action.  Its like this though, I know plenty of other asperger people that live with their parents far longer than they anticipate because it takes a long time for them to accept everything that independency requires.

First of all, You must except changes in life whether small or big or medium sized, next you must accept responsibilites, adapting to a way of life that is accepted.  For instance, there are many rules in life that are needing to be taken into account some more than others.

If you read Temple Grandin and Sean Barron’s book they explain this is greater detail, but temple grandin explains that life can be broken up in to categories and subcategories in your mind.

When someone says that asperger people are stubborn, it is the fact that when one light switch goes on the other light switch can not go on at the same time like with neurotypicals.

They say asperger people like myself need to be cured, eh, but I say that at a very early age asperger kids need to be taught and instilled in their big brains that the there are two things in life child and adult, you can only be a child once up until adolescence and then you must start acting like an adult slowly till you reach adulthood in college and you act that way for the rest of your life till you need dependency in seniorhood.

Life is about living until we die.  Let death come until we have lived life to the fullest and complete in seniorhood.

There are a few things in life, accepting and adapting to changes which is big, and the fact that we all make mistakes in life because its the only way to learn.

The cure in autism is just a facade that everyone is trying to think will help us aspies in the world.   Medicine can just do so much in this world and essentially once you do a good thing something bad also happens as well.  If there were a cure for autism, what about positive attributes of autism, what about that? what will happen to somebody who is a savant autistic person and all of a sudden can’t remember jack when they get cured. Or what happens when an aspie loses his smarts because his negative autistic traits were cured.

Every single time you do one thing in medicine, a opposite happens.

anyway, post later on,

out, J

a song plays by marvin gaye,

I’ve been really tryin , baby
Tryin to hold back these feelings for so long
And if you feel, like I feel baby
Come on, oh come on,

Let’s get it on
Lets get it on
Let’s get it on
Let’s get it on

We’re all sensitive people
With so much love to give, understand me sugar
Since we got to be
Lets say, I love you

There’s nothin wrong with me
Lovin you
And givin yourself to me can never be wrong
If the love is true

Don’t you know how sweet and wonderful, life can be
I’m askin you baby, to get it on with me
I aint gonna worry, I aint gonna push
So come on, come on, come on, come on baby
Stop beatin round the bush….

Let’s get it on
Let’s get it on
Let’s get it on
Let’s get it on

King Bhuvanesh and Queen Vatsala play this song while dancing on the terrace. Watching are the children and me, my latin woman, F, K, Ela, Suemami, and the two maltese dogs eating grasses and smelling the King’s dog’s butts.

Well, what had happened to the dogs, well, nothing, latin woman is always holding them on so tightly and never letting them go.

Suemami and Ela walk around everyone else to the King and Queen to talk to them quietly in the other room.

In the room where the four of them are talking,

Suemami: your majesty the king, may we stay for the big dinner and dance coming up tomorrow night.  We need a place to stay as well since we are all coming from afar.

King: my dearest Suemami and Ela, yes the big dinner and dance coming up tomorrow would be lovely for you and your group to come to especially with the man from aspergia because we would like him to write up in his article something he learned from our party.

Queen: yes, and my king, you forget to tell them that they’re rooms outside facing the north end of the castle you can take. There are only 2 rooms so you may have to share. But, Suemami, its going to cost you to stay in those rooms.

Suemami: what do you mean?

Queen: Well, we have been trying to find a wife for our distant cousin in southern India, and we would like you to marry him.

Suemami:  I shall get everyone into those rooms on the north side of the castle now.

Queen: good.

The dinner and party with a guest list of over 500 doesn’t start until two days from now.  So, everyone with me has two days left in the land of India to explore the castle.  The castle is very ancient and Suemami tells everyone that it was built oringinally in prehistory, but has been renovated and expanded with each succeeding royalty.

Before anything else could happen Ela and K are found kissing each other by every body when we enter into the rooms.  K insists on rooming only with his new found love Ela.   They both can’t stop groping each other until Suemami tells them both that there has to be seperate rooms.   That leaves K feeling frustrated.

At that moment, K gets really angry and starts to yell out: Hey now, Ela and I just got married so we have to be together now.

Suemami looks at an embarrassed Ela: What?

K: You heard me. We both just got married now so this is our honeymoon.

Suemami: I don’t think so, that is impossible Ela was with me the whole time.

K: Well, we are, and we are having our honeymoon before the party, right?

Ela blushes not saying anything.

Suemami allows K and Ela to be in the same room together.

That leaves the dogs to go play with the maltese dogs in the castle fields where they will sleep.  Suemami and F in the same room. And me and latin woman in another room.

What can you expect more?

The night was quite interesting as the next day was the dinner and party.

The 3 couples and the dogs were wailing away in the night.  The loudest were K and Ela.

Then pregnant latin woman gives a big wailing sound which suggested she was in pain, but it was a false alarm because she felt the movements of her baby inside of her.

(alright here is more anticipation)

out, J

here is a poem:

I sit somewhere in a park,
waiting and waiting and waiting,
the tears are running down my face.
I don’t know what happened, I don’t
know where I am at.
I sat for hours already, wondering…
My life has come in twists and turns,
following what I need to do.
One has hit rockbottom and one has hit the top,
but what will I do.  Hopefully somewhere in the middle.
Once you hit the top, you can hit hard to the bottom
like no other thing has ever seen before,
but of course they have. We have seen it all the time.
So, as I walk away now from the land I am at
looking over the water to the next horizon,
I wonder if this is it, then I am done.
Yet, the more I travel along this path,
the more their will be smooth and then rough
and then back to smooth again as I
show myself what I can do.

The mets and phillies are seeing eye to eye. This is not good. The mets were supposed to clinch their division by now, but things are not going so well with pitching.

Between the Mets/phils,  cubs/brewers, pads/dbacks.  Who do you think will be in the playoffs.

Well, first of all there will definitely be the  Cubs.  Its just that who else will be in it.

I thought it was Your season has come for a championship with the mets. Look at the mets now, they are falling a part.   Willie Randolph seems to be not doing the greatness that he is showing himself all out to be.  Joe Torre seems like he will always be great since his team will go to the postseason once again.

A-Rod has proven himself to the whole baseball community this year.  I think he will definitely triumph better than Barry Bonds did since A-Rod doesn’t look like he does steroids.

There can still be a miracle with the Miracle Mets though.  Willie is trying out rookie pitchers with Pedro, but things are not looking good.

There will definitely be a playoff game Mets/Phils now starting out in Philly, and may be just may be the Mets will find a way.

The padres are head to head with the dbacks.  this has just been one rollercoaster season in baseball.

Omar needs to do something in the offseason with the mets pitching staff. Something that can and will help out the mets.

Anyway, posting later,

out, J